Just thought I'd post this for all of you, its an actual email (slightly modified, names removed, etc) that i sent to a girl I had onitus for about 2 years back.
I kept a copy of it, along with her reply (which I will save for myself) at first because I get I quite simply had an obsession for her. Now I look at it and laugh, and at the same time want to smack myself in the head.
The funny thing is, I think it ****ed up another relationship. I just had a girl cut contact with me after I made out with her about a month ago. One of her best friends, was also this girl's good friend at the time. I know for a fact that the first person she told about our kiss was that girl. There's another fricken smack to the head.
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Dear XXX,
I spent a large part of last night writing a poem. I'm not the greatest poet, in fact this is the only attempt I've ever really made at writing a poem. Hopefully you like it.
I lie awake wondering why
It is I cannot sleep
I think of you
And feel as if I could weep
I watch the clock
As the night goes on
The hours slowly pass
Until dawn
When I close my eyes
It's you I see
Your smiling face, your gentle touch
They mean so much to me
As each day passes
These feelings only grow
You mean so much to me
I only want you to know
I see the loving in your smile
The kindness in your eyes
Wishing I were with you
This love I cannot disguise
I work up the courage
To tell you how I feel
I fear that you do not feel the same
This love is so real
Your thoughts intrigue me
Your stories amuse me
Your smile calms me
If only you could see
I've enjoyed so many
Conversations with you
You always say whats on your mind
I only wish I could too
I feel kind of bad for doing this over the internet, I really would have liked to have told you how I feel about you in person. But I just couldnt work up the courage.
This is all new grounds for me, I've never had a girlfriend, let alone asked a girl out.
I had a lot of fun Saturday night, even when I put my car in the ditch. I dont know if you feel the same as I do, but I'd really like to take you out on a date sometime. We could go to a movie or just go cruising again.
Sincerely,
Toke
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Naturally, she turned me down.
The funny thing is, I had already taken her out on a "date" once and not even considered it to be a date. Back then I thought it was a date, unless the word date was used.
****, when I think back now, I remember us sitting around waiting after I got my fricken car in the ditch. She kept laughing and smiling at me. Had I kissed her there, I know things would have been a lot different. Then again, I probably would have told her I loved her a week later or something stupid.
I kept a copy of it, along with her reply (which I will save for myself) at first because I get I quite simply had an obsession for her. Now I look at it and laugh, and at the same time want to smack myself in the head.
The funny thing is, I think it ****ed up another relationship. I just had a girl cut contact with me after I made out with her about a month ago. One of her best friends, was also this girl's good friend at the time. I know for a fact that the first person she told about our kiss was that girl. There's another fricken smack to the head.
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Dear XXX,
I spent a large part of last night writing a poem. I'm not the greatest poet, in fact this is the only attempt I've ever really made at writing a poem. Hopefully you like it.
I lie awake wondering why
It is I cannot sleep
I think of you
And feel as if I could weep
I watch the clock
As the night goes on
The hours slowly pass
Until dawn
When I close my eyes
It's you I see
Your smiling face, your gentle touch
They mean so much to me
As each day passes
These feelings only grow
You mean so much to me
I only want you to know
I see the loving in your smile
The kindness in your eyes
Wishing I were with you
This love I cannot disguise
I work up the courage
To tell you how I feel
I fear that you do not feel the same
This love is so real
Your thoughts intrigue me
Your stories amuse me
Your smile calms me
If only you could see
I've enjoyed so many
Conversations with you
You always say whats on your mind
I only wish I could too
I feel kind of bad for doing this over the internet, I really would have liked to have told you how I feel about you in person. But I just couldnt work up the courage.
This is all new grounds for me, I've never had a girlfriend, let alone asked a girl out.
I had a lot of fun Saturday night, even when I put my car in the ditch. I dont know if you feel the same as I do, but I'd really like to take you out on a date sometime. We could go to a movie or just go cruising again.
Sincerely,
Toke
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Naturally, she turned me down.
The funny thing is, I had already taken her out on a "date" once and not even considered it to be a date. Back then I thought it was a date, unless the word date was used.
****, when I think back now, I remember us sitting around waiting after I got my fricken car in the ditch. She kept laughing and smiling at me. Had I kissed her there, I know things would have been a lot different. Then again, I probably would have told her I loved her a week later or something stupid.
