My interest level dropped into negative territory

[lamath]

Thought I had a prospect until I found out she was into astrology and tarrot cards. I swear I have to be careful about getting too girl-hungry and taking on any girl who is nice with me. This feels like a trojan horse man. She hugged me a few times when I was in the store and I was very comfortable with her. Now it feels like I was playing with a live grenade when I found that out.

First rule is NEVER ASSUME any girl you are talking to is a NORMAL girl. They wear any funny rings, or wear black, black eyelashes or something, don't assume it's some quirk, but don't engage. I'm in shock as I'm writing this. The only worst shock I could be in is if I found out a girl was a tranny or a female grey alien with fake human skin on or something like that, but how I feel is still pretty argh.

Has anyone found out such a thing about any girl they've deal with where you just feel like something crashed when you found out something about her. Now I'm worried she is spiritually spying on me. I hope she doesn't like me like that because I don't want any spirits coming my way. If I ever complain about being an incel again on here just remind me about this incident and this will keep my mouth shut for good. What did I do to attract such a lady? I think it's the porn. This is the best reason to avoid looking at porn or fapping, or you may attract a trojan horse into your life. I think viewing porn sends the wrong message into the universe/spiritual world and attracts the wrong types of women. That's what this has to be.

Man this is common, don t sabotage yourself because of this. Enjoy the dating and hopefully the ****in.

Its a turn off for me too, it might not be bad at all, you can used things like this its great tool to keep you grounded and keep you from acting thirsty or getting oneitis.
With women like this its easy af to always be the one more willing to walk and when you are willing to walk away your need are number 1 and you wont tolerate any crap. And this is a demonstration of higher value that most of the time will help keep that women interest high.

Probably not the best women for a ltr but she could be a very fun str

 

[corrector]

Probably not the best women for a ltr but she could be a very fun str

...or I might get more than I bargained for, as this music video suggests.

This above video was found accidentally in 2016 when I wrote an email to my ex-gf of 2012. This was also a girl I thought would be easy to walk away from because she had a very toxic past, she was very short, on anti-depressants and could not have children.

However, when we did break-up on Nov 18, 2012, I can tell you that I was not a happy camper and it was a hard 2013 year and afterwards. There is always a potential to fall in love and get feelings hurt, no matter what the woman is. Otherwise, there will be mentally so many defensive walls around her that I'll feel like I'm dating the devil and will be acting weird around her like she can zap me or something.

This above video is very haunting and disturbing to me, but when I sent that email to my ex-gf in 2016, it was replayed over and over again. When I looked at it after a few days of discovery of it, I realize it was a wicked video that portrays the same tarot card and astrology. I don't even touch this video anymore. The message is that to beware of going under anyone's spell. Beware.