narcissist
Master Don Juan
What's up everyone!
Narcissist here.
It has been a significantly long time since I have posted on this forum, and for good reason: I am simply living and enjoying life to the max!
I am back here because I need to re-integrate a daily journal into my life again. Now, I used to have a journal that I posted in quite regularly and the benefits that it gave me were unmatched by any other habit that I developed over the past few years. It is a fantastic way to keep track of goals and aspirations, and an amazing cathartic process that keeps me on the right path of self-improvement. Also, I thoroughly enjoy writing, and am currently trying my hand at creative novel and short story writing. With that being said, a habit that forces me to write everyday, such as this daily journal, can only be beneficial for my writing ambitions.
I am not without blame here though. I wish it was simply that I enjoy hearing my self talk as the reason why I am adamant about re-igniting a daily journal. Unfortunately, that is not the case. I have noticed myself, not taking seriously many of the goals that I used to. Complacence I suppose is a natural state to find oneself in from time to time. Thus, more so than anything, this journal will serve as a necessary means to rip myself out of this complacent f*ckery I am finding myself trapped within and step the hell up to bat and achieve my goals. Sh*t just writing all of that has motivated me. Now, I remember why I did a daily journal in the first place. Im rambling.
So, what will this journal consist of? Well, after this introduction I will proceed to list all the goals I want to achieve. Obviously, I am not going to be able to achieve every single goal on the list right away because I have set such a high standard for myself. This means that I have a million and one goals that I know I will be able to achieve, but knowing myself, and failing over and over again in my pursuits, I know that if I try to tackle every single goal on my list I am setting myself up for failure. So, I will have a list of over arching goals, but I will attempt to tackle only three or four goals at a time. Once those are achieved I can move on and set out to accomplish the others. With that in mind, the journal will consist of a couple of things. For one, it will be used to document my daily actions and how they have either moved me closer to achieving my goals or how my actions might have lead me astray. Secondly, I will also document my attitudes in respect to my goals. Obviously, it is naive to think that I can simply uphold a perpetual state of motivation throughout my waking life. This would be psychologically and physiologically absurd. So, I will attempt to document how my actions are affected by my emotional state and what means I can take to accomplish and progress through any emotional or psychological setting. Lastly, I will use this journal as a door into my mind. I will have random posts about women, sociality, emotions, duties as men, duties as people, how to be a better person, how to be a f*cking boss, etc etc. I know that this will be public, but I am essentially treating it as a private reflection of my brain.
As a fair warning. At times I can get annoyingly philosophical and annoyingly pretentious. But this I just how my mind wanders. I have already let my mind wander too much in this post.
Anyways, I plan that as this journal becomes filled up with daily entries I will be able to see a progression of character and mind, and that I will be a more well-rounded person. Hopefully, those who read my posts will be able to take it as inspiration and used it to motivate them on their journey to boss-hood.
I will also try to make it as organized as possible. I will have headings like "Annoyingly philosophical post," or "Lets analyze this interaction" or "Random quandaries" or "Boss talk" and most often, occurring once a day "Daily goal achievement." I am, however, used to the old formatting of sosuave and so I have to get used to the new platform.
Anyways, I hope you will all join me on this journey!
Peace.
Narcissist here.
It has been a significantly long time since I have posted on this forum, and for good reason: I am simply living and enjoying life to the max!
I am back here because I need to re-integrate a daily journal into my life again. Now, I used to have a journal that I posted in quite regularly and the benefits that it gave me were unmatched by any other habit that I developed over the past few years. It is a fantastic way to keep track of goals and aspirations, and an amazing cathartic process that keeps me on the right path of self-improvement. Also, I thoroughly enjoy writing, and am currently trying my hand at creative novel and short story writing. With that being said, a habit that forces me to write everyday, such as this daily journal, can only be beneficial for my writing ambitions.
I am not without blame here though. I wish it was simply that I enjoy hearing my self talk as the reason why I am adamant about re-igniting a daily journal. Unfortunately, that is not the case. I have noticed myself, not taking seriously many of the goals that I used to. Complacence I suppose is a natural state to find oneself in from time to time. Thus, more so than anything, this journal will serve as a necessary means to rip myself out of this complacent f*ckery I am finding myself trapped within and step the hell up to bat and achieve my goals. Sh*t just writing all of that has motivated me. Now, I remember why I did a daily journal in the first place. Im rambling.
So, what will this journal consist of? Well, after this introduction I will proceed to list all the goals I want to achieve. Obviously, I am not going to be able to achieve every single goal on the list right away because I have set such a high standard for myself. This means that I have a million and one goals that I know I will be able to achieve, but knowing myself, and failing over and over again in my pursuits, I know that if I try to tackle every single goal on my list I am setting myself up for failure. So, I will have a list of over arching goals, but I will attempt to tackle only three or four goals at a time. Once those are achieved I can move on and set out to accomplish the others. With that in mind, the journal will consist of a couple of things. For one, it will be used to document my daily actions and how they have either moved me closer to achieving my goals or how my actions might have lead me astray. Secondly, I will also document my attitudes in respect to my goals. Obviously, it is naive to think that I can simply uphold a perpetual state of motivation throughout my waking life. This would be psychologically and physiologically absurd. So, I will attempt to document how my actions are affected by my emotional state and what means I can take to accomplish and progress through any emotional or psychological setting. Lastly, I will use this journal as a door into my mind. I will have random posts about women, sociality, emotions, duties as men, duties as people, how to be a better person, how to be a f*cking boss, etc etc. I know that this will be public, but I am essentially treating it as a private reflection of my brain.
As a fair warning. At times I can get annoyingly philosophical and annoyingly pretentious. But this I just how my mind wanders. I have already let my mind wander too much in this post.
Anyways, I plan that as this journal becomes filled up with daily entries I will be able to see a progression of character and mind, and that I will be a more well-rounded person. Hopefully, those who read my posts will be able to take it as inspiration and used it to motivate them on their journey to boss-hood.
I will also try to make it as organized as possible. I will have headings like "Annoyingly philosophical post," or "Lets analyze this interaction" or "Random quandaries" or "Boss talk" and most often, occurring once a day "Daily goal achievement." I am, however, used to the old formatting of sosuave and so I have to get used to the new platform.
Anyways, I hope you will all join me on this journey!
Peace.
