"Ex-Mafia"? No such thing.. once your IN... there is no OUT. Especialll when your that far IN.
Be careful.
Oh... and a quick solution... Tell your Boss/friend/dealer/bodyguard/supplier/pimp or what ever he is to just scare the ladies into liking you.
You could be siting on a gold mine of women. Feed off him. He has taken you under his wing. Be his sidekick. If you dont co-oporate you in danger. Its very easy to get caught up in stuff like that... but very hard to get out.
I feel your pain. Im glad i am a goodboy.