I couldn't sleep. It's currently 4:30 AM and I'm on this little (much bigger now)site I used to come to for advice with every issue that came up with girls. I seem to have lost my balls or I'm just really mentally ****ed up, I cannot decide for myself if I should keep my girlfriend; it's a sad state of affairs.
Let me tell you abit about this broad, and you'll probably wonder what is wrong with me at the end.
Huge tits
Big booty
Semi-stupid (that way they're easy going)
Kinky as all hell
Loyal
Craves sex
Buys me tons of **** (cds, movies, dvd box sets, dinner, etc.)
I think she might even be in love with me, but I almost feel like I'm just with her. I don't wake up wondering how she's doing, I don't yearn to see her many times a week, but some days I do like to see her. I almost feel like I've become complacent with my status. I'm so and so's boyfriend, and this broad is my girlfriend.
I graduate this year, from highschool that is. I have grand plans of doing stuff outside of the US, while most of my friends are staying back stateside and even in their own states to go to college like the world tells them to do. I almost feel like I should be free these last few months, not so much go wild with my ****, but in a way I want to just bang some hoodrats. I'm almost getting unattracted to this broad, sometimes I even have a hard time getting an erection when I have sex with her which is unusual (psychological most likely, but I dunno.)
I know what I should do, but I know I'm gonna feel bad when I dump her. I think it'd really shatter her, it's almost as if I wish I could catch her cheating or she dumps me for it to be easier.
I sound like a *****. Your thoughts?
Let me tell you abit about this broad, and you'll probably wonder what is wrong with me at the end.
Huge tits
Big booty
Semi-stupid (that way they're easy going)
Kinky as all hell
Loyal
Craves sex
Buys me tons of **** (cds, movies, dvd box sets, dinner, etc.)
I think she might even be in love with me, but I almost feel like I'm just with her. I don't wake up wondering how she's doing, I don't yearn to see her many times a week, but some days I do like to see her. I almost feel like I've become complacent with my status. I'm so and so's boyfriend, and this broad is my girlfriend.
I graduate this year, from highschool that is. I have grand plans of doing stuff outside of the US, while most of my friends are staying back stateside and even in their own states to go to college like the world tells them to do. I almost feel like I should be free these last few months, not so much go wild with my ****, but in a way I want to just bang some hoodrats. I'm almost getting unattracted to this broad, sometimes I even have a hard time getting an erection when I have sex with her which is unusual (psychological most likely, but I dunno.)
I know what I should do, but I know I'm gonna feel bad when I dump her. I think it'd really shatter her, it's almost as if I wish I could catch her cheating or she dumps me for it to be easier.
I sound like a *****. Your thoughts?
