Yea, so she texts me yesterday saying hi, etc. This is after 2mo of complete post-breakup silence. I never contacted her after the initial emails we exchanged in the first two days. Last time i talked to her, i just said 'have a great summer,' etc. Anyway, after getting the txt, I immediately call her, tell her that this is making my heart race, ask her to tell me about the guys she's fvcked (to me, hearing a girl tell me stories about her being a wh0re is the ultimate turn-on). She said she hooked up with some tennis dude right after, and took it in the butt on tennis courts in the middle of the night. My god, i almost came when i heard that. So i tell her that we have to fvck, but she says she can't because she's now in an LTR again. I say no problem, we have some more laughs, and i say that i have to go.
Today, i txt her cell:
me: omg i got SO horny last night about hearing about you taking it up the ass. Like... Wow. Ive never been that horny before. For anyone. Ever.
me: Wow, its fvcking undescribeable. I couldn't fall asleep. All i could think about was licking your legs and your neck and tonguing your wet pvssy
me: And squirting hot cvm into your as$hole. Woww. You know that fire you told me about? I felt it for the first time for you. This is torture but soo good
Few hours laster, she texts back:
her: Oh god Krassus, i don't know what's gotten into me. I broke up with him because i didn't want to be in a relationship, but i'm going back and forth. Ahh i dunno, i wanna see other people. I think?
me: looks i got my wish from last night. I dunno why, but i feel sad. Guess because you do. For better or worse, neither of us is relationship material. For now... i want your bum. What time are you off work? Lets go to the park.
her: don't say that! There's still hope dammit! FVCK. I'm not sure if i should. We didn't officially break up. I'm going out with people after work for some drinks.
me: do what you feel is right.. I don't even know what that is anymore. I just know that every inch of me longs to touch you. Feel you. To me, that's what's real, what's right
me: get the guys to buy you drinks, then i'll pick you up. Honestly though, its ok if you're not ready. We don't have to do sh1t. But i do wanna see you.
her: ok, but i'm gonna be pretty late
Yea, so i'm gonna read some philosophy and then go pick her up. I haven't fvcked her yet, but i'm writing the LR now because first thing tomorrow morning, i gotta head out with friends. I'm sure we're gonna fvck, although i did mean what i said - she doesn't have to. I love her (in my own way) and want the best for her
Today, i txt her cell:
me: omg i got SO horny last night about hearing about you taking it up the ass. Like... Wow. Ive never been that horny before. For anyone. Ever.
me: Wow, its fvcking undescribeable. I couldn't fall asleep. All i could think about was licking your legs and your neck and tonguing your wet pvssy
me: And squirting hot cvm into your as$hole. Woww. You know that fire you told me about? I felt it for the first time for you. This is torture but soo good
Few hours laster, she texts back:
her: Oh god Krassus, i don't know what's gotten into me. I broke up with him because i didn't want to be in a relationship, but i'm going back and forth. Ahh i dunno, i wanna see other people. I think?
me: looks i got my wish from last night. I dunno why, but i feel sad. Guess because you do. For better or worse, neither of us is relationship material. For now... i want your bum. What time are you off work? Lets go to the park.
her: don't say that! There's still hope dammit! FVCK. I'm not sure if i should. We didn't officially break up. I'm going out with people after work for some drinks.
me: do what you feel is right.. I don't even know what that is anymore. I just know that every inch of me longs to touch you. Feel you. To me, that's what's real, what's right
me: get the guys to buy you drinks, then i'll pick you up. Honestly though, its ok if you're not ready. We don't have to do sh1t. But i do wanna see you.
her: ok, but i'm gonna be pretty late
Yea, so i'm gonna read some philosophy and then go pick her up. I haven't fvcked her yet, but i'm writing the LR now because first thing tomorrow morning, i gotta head out with friends. I'm sure we're gonna fvck, although i did mean what i said - she doesn't have to. I love her (in my own way) and want the best for her