animal crackers
Senior Don Juan
Here's the short story...
I have dated this one girl for over a year back in highschool, and now we are both in college. I know that we both love each other, but we are 2.5 hours away. Now at the beginning it was like we were in highschool, and she would call me all the time, and she was the one making all the effort, and that was pretty much how our relationship in highschool was. Now fast forward a month and she is in college now, and has her own social life, but still makes time to call me often.
Well one night she went to a party, and I did something very anti-DJ. When she got home I asked her retarted questions such as, "were the guys there hitting on you" and "do u like them hitting on you" and pretty much sounding like a jealous guy. I then said "fu" to her, and hung up. She called back and asked if i mean it, but after that conversation she said that something changed inside her. It didn't help things that i would occasionally ask her some of those same type of questions later.
She eventually said that she wanted some time to herself to "be more independent" and things were getting kind of tense between us. This last weekend i was trying to get things back to normal, but it was wierd in the fact that i seemed more caring about it than she did.
On sunday I told her that I understand why she reacted that way, and that I was not myself when i said those things to her. I told her I respect the fact she needs a break.
Well I know that I want to be with this girl, but I slipped up and said a bunch of stuff that was VERRRY not like who I am. I sounded jealous and controlling... but what can I do to show her thats not how I am, and that I want things good with us together again?
I have dated this one girl for over a year back in highschool, and now we are both in college. I know that we both love each other, but we are 2.5 hours away. Now at the beginning it was like we were in highschool, and she would call me all the time, and she was the one making all the effort, and that was pretty much how our relationship in highschool was. Now fast forward a month and she is in college now, and has her own social life, but still makes time to call me often.
Well one night she went to a party, and I did something very anti-DJ. When she got home I asked her retarted questions such as, "were the guys there hitting on you" and "do u like them hitting on you" and pretty much sounding like a jealous guy. I then said "fu" to her, and hung up. She called back and asked if i mean it, but after that conversation she said that something changed inside her. It didn't help things that i would occasionally ask her some of those same type of questions later.
She eventually said that she wanted some time to herself to "be more independent" and things were getting kind of tense between us. This last weekend i was trying to get things back to normal, but it was wierd in the fact that i seemed more caring about it than she did.
On sunday I told her that I understand why she reacted that way, and that I was not myself when i said those things to her. I told her I respect the fact she needs a break.
Well I know that I want to be with this girl, but I slipped up and said a bunch of stuff that was VERRRY not like who I am. I sounded jealous and controlling... but what can I do to show her thats not how I am, and that I want things good with us together again?