Hey there.
Its my first post and i think that im starting with the wrong foot, but who cares?
Its the next:
I know a girl from 1 year(she was from my class), we were like best friends,( i was a wuss at this time) then I got in a LJBF when i told her i liked her ( i didnt knew anything about PU or even talk and act with a girl)....Then i discover PU and i change myself and my way of act, and I moved to a relationship with this girl, things dont went very well, it was holidays, we arent quite near and we rarely seen each other. We had a relationship of 2/3weeks and we finish, and in the next day we finish, one of her best friends calls me and tells me that she fcked with another guy in the shopping WC.
I got fcked up, i called her and i told her to never talk to me again, just to forget me, and delete all things we had (photos, msn, number etc).
This was at the beginning of summer holidays and we never talked during this time. (ah one time she sends me all photos we got together via MMS saying that she liked me, and i just told her " Forget me, I deleted all these photos and i dont wanna see it again! And i've even told you to delete my number!"
and she responded " That she had my number on her mind")
SUMMER ENDS, SCHOOL STARTED AND WE ARE IN DIFERENT CLASSES:
We continued without talking to each others and in my birthday (November) she send me a SMS, saying that she loves me, never forget me, thought about me every nights, and she changed and wanted to show me that... she even said "please, let me show it", " i just need a chance" and bla bla.
Ok, we meet, she told me alot of things, that she was diferent and she loved me, that she always thinking about me, that we had alot of special time together, that we couldnt just forget all those times, and that i was too important for her. She gased me and i couldnt just resist and we kissed and make out right there.
And then we got in a relationship.
Later a week, i could notice that all that passed, and she was diferent, and we started to get together, just some sometimes. ( u know, u notice when something changes with someone u like).
But we continued... with some discutions and sh1ts, and we finished near christmas.
We havent talked during christmas holidays, and THIS WEEK, we talked again, and she told me that we couldnt continue, and said she was with another guy in christmas holidays and then she said:
" i dont deserve you, becouse u made many things for me, and some times i dont give value to that, even what we have is an obsession, i think about u many times like you do, i Love to be with you, with you i have the best moments that i dont have with no one else, and is this what makes us special, and when i talk to you i cannot help you in decisions becouse im thinking about me and i give u advices to you dont get away from me, and i dont want that, i want to be like a friends and tell you the better for you!"
i just told her that i had enought friends and dont wanted any more friends, and told her that u just couldn't see her just like a friend so we had to give space to each other.
After that we got like "friends".
So guys, i need help in what to do. Yes i know that i should move on, but i just dont want to! I had another GF during summer holidays and i couldnt forget her, I can live without her, but i know that i really Love her.
Any advice?
Its my first post and i think that im starting with the wrong foot, but who cares?
Its the next:
I know a girl from 1 year(she was from my class), we were like best friends,( i was a wuss at this time) then I got in a LJBF when i told her i liked her ( i didnt knew anything about PU or even talk and act with a girl)....Then i discover PU and i change myself and my way of act, and I moved to a relationship with this girl, things dont went very well, it was holidays, we arent quite near and we rarely seen each other. We had a relationship of 2/3weeks and we finish, and in the next day we finish, one of her best friends calls me and tells me that she fcked with another guy in the shopping WC.
I got fcked up, i called her and i told her to never talk to me again, just to forget me, and delete all things we had (photos, msn, number etc).
This was at the beginning of summer holidays and we never talked during this time. (ah one time she sends me all photos we got together via MMS saying that she liked me, and i just told her " Forget me, I deleted all these photos and i dont wanna see it again! And i've even told you to delete my number!"
and she responded " That she had my number on her mind")
SUMMER ENDS, SCHOOL STARTED AND WE ARE IN DIFERENT CLASSES:
We continued without talking to each others and in my birthday (November) she send me a SMS, saying that she loves me, never forget me, thought about me every nights, and she changed and wanted to show me that... she even said "please, let me show it", " i just need a chance" and bla bla.
Ok, we meet, she told me alot of things, that she was diferent and she loved me, that she always thinking about me, that we had alot of special time together, that we couldnt just forget all those times, and that i was too important for her. She gased me and i couldnt just resist and we kissed and make out right there.
And then we got in a relationship.
Later a week, i could notice that all that passed, and she was diferent, and we started to get together, just some sometimes. ( u know, u notice when something changes with someone u like).
But we continued... with some discutions and sh1ts, and we finished near christmas.
We havent talked during christmas holidays, and THIS WEEK, we talked again, and she told me that we couldnt continue, and said she was with another guy in christmas holidays and then she said:
" i dont deserve you, becouse u made many things for me, and some times i dont give value to that, even what we have is an obsession, i think about u many times like you do, i Love to be with you, with you i have the best moments that i dont have with no one else, and is this what makes us special, and when i talk to you i cannot help you in decisions becouse im thinking about me and i give u advices to you dont get away from me, and i dont want that, i want to be like a friends and tell you the better for you!"
i just told her that i had enought friends and dont wanted any more friends, and told her that u just couldn't see her just like a friend so we had to give space to each other.
After that we got like "friends".
So guys, i need help in what to do. Yes i know that i should move on, but i just dont want to! I had another GF during summer holidays and i couldnt forget her, I can live without her, but i know that i really Love her.
Any advice?