I'm back in college. In my 30's but look 21. Prior to the ongoing semester I grew head/facial hair during summer leaving it unkempt. I wore glasses. I also lost muscle definition and some weight, though not too much. I wanted to see how people would treat me in the upcoming semester. Obvious to say people were less helpful, less patient, and less considerate toward me. Even retail workers would be rude about helping me.
Women would still be comfortable being near me in tightly crowded events including touching me incidentally, I assume, for long periods. But I would still be invisible to them and basic interactions wouldn't last long. Being used to the halo effect, this treatment toward me was unacceptable and gave me renewed perspective on how others may live. I even thought about the incels out there and could only imagine such a life of disrespect. I was reminded just how superficial society is. As an older guy, I don't fall for the college cool clique crap and try to get along with everyone.
It seemed most people were shallow, not to say I'm without my flaws. I played down my looks on purpose. I wanted to be underestimated. Up until 6-7 yrs ago I was a skinny, analytical dweeb. I'm still analytical. And I would be lying if I said that I didn't find the halo effect fkin hilarious. Its greatest benefit to me has been the comedic value in how reactive people are, almost NPC-like. I literally have to hold myself from bursting out laughing. Call it immature but the day by day gets entertaining.
Since the school start I've been hitting the weights and regained most of my body build thanks to muscle memory. Shaved my hair and removed the glasses. Ta-da, this simple act changed my social reality. It made the difference between who would support me and who would not. Who would be willing to pass on my genes and who would not. I went from the lower social hierarchy class in college to the highest overnight (as high as an omega can probably reach anyway).
People no longer just tolerate me or pretend to be nice. It feels they now want to be nice or go out of their way to appease me as if they must in order to climb the social ladder. Whereas before they were apathetic, now my engagement brings out joy and laughter. Often I listen to them half heartedly while smiling in their faces as I watch them try to make good with me. That 'dance for me' kind of look victors give toward someone jestering in defeat. I wonder if they sense my thoughts? it doesn't matter because they see me holding the power to socially lift or lower them.
Before my unkempt appearance, I had naturally developed certain confident traits such as smirking with strong eye contact often during conversational pauses. Those mannerisms didn't go away in my unkempt period, however. I would express them but people often responded with clueless looks on their faces or some female might have found it awkward. Now, those same mannerisms just click again. Now, they smile back or respond relatably.
Men are drawn to me and making friends is effortless. Women. On a campus where 1000's of girls walk around, I often catch blatant stares by >60% of them the rest probably trying not to be obvious. I figure because indoors it's much higher. Or if I look away and turn back quickly I would catch one staring and then smile after being caught. I remember the day I finally cleaned myself I was staring at this hot TA in class wishing I could have her as if she was out of my league. When the class walked up to submit our papers, I caught her staring and then smiling after getting caught. I was then reminded of my image after having been unkempt for so long lol...
I go to the library to find a seat and those girls sitting at the table i chose immediately stop studying and start playing with their hair hardcore (younger female trait?) giving repeated glimpses toward me to the point of distracting me. They're like robots reacting to stimuli. Amusing.
It seems to not matter what status the females are too. They all react the same whether it's some science nerd or some college athletes who may have broken state records. I anticipate their behavior from afar and sometimes laugh before I get near them when approaching.
When unkempt, i was completely invisible in the bar but would have the biggest smile on my face thinking "if only they knew". I probably came off as a lone happy drunk or something lol. It was all a game to me similar to how some high level players pretend to be noobs in video games. Recently i went to a bar again where 3 women approached me to inquire about my relationship status while another persisted to seduce me. I took the contact info of a local city model that night and she's now dtf after 2 texts.
People's reactions all seem thoughtless. Although i understand it's natural. Funny but can get too predictable. Thus the reason I decided to disguise myself the semester beginning. Whereas before I felt alone, now I feel like I'm embed in the community as a respected member. Whereas I felt like a ghost to women, now I'm back to playing the silent flirtation games wherever they may be out. I used play "who can hold the longest stare" with multiple girls on a daily basis in the spring semester. But that hasn't really happened recently prob cause I haven't fully regained my previous body build yet? There's still room for improvement and thus more potential for entertainment.
If I had money or high status, I'm sure I would experience the same. Probably quite more. LMS changes reality. LMS is power. LMS brings you closer to the truth.
Women would still be comfortable being near me in tightly crowded events including touching me incidentally, I assume, for long periods. But I would still be invisible to them and basic interactions wouldn't last long. Being used to the halo effect, this treatment toward me was unacceptable and gave me renewed perspective on how others may live. I even thought about the incels out there and could only imagine such a life of disrespect. I was reminded just how superficial society is. As an older guy, I don't fall for the college cool clique crap and try to get along with everyone.
It seemed most people were shallow, not to say I'm without my flaws. I played down my looks on purpose. I wanted to be underestimated. Up until 6-7 yrs ago I was a skinny, analytical dweeb. I'm still analytical. And I would be lying if I said that I didn't find the halo effect fkin hilarious. Its greatest benefit to me has been the comedic value in how reactive people are, almost NPC-like. I literally have to hold myself from bursting out laughing. Call it immature but the day by day gets entertaining.
Since the school start I've been hitting the weights and regained most of my body build thanks to muscle memory. Shaved my hair and removed the glasses. Ta-da, this simple act changed my social reality. It made the difference between who would support me and who would not. Who would be willing to pass on my genes and who would not. I went from the lower social hierarchy class in college to the highest overnight (as high as an omega can probably reach anyway).
People no longer just tolerate me or pretend to be nice. It feels they now want to be nice or go out of their way to appease me as if they must in order to climb the social ladder. Whereas before they were apathetic, now my engagement brings out joy and laughter. Often I listen to them half heartedly while smiling in their faces as I watch them try to make good with me. That 'dance for me' kind of look victors give toward someone jestering in defeat. I wonder if they sense my thoughts? it doesn't matter because they see me holding the power to socially lift or lower them.
Before my unkempt appearance, I had naturally developed certain confident traits such as smirking with strong eye contact often during conversational pauses. Those mannerisms didn't go away in my unkempt period, however. I would express them but people often responded with clueless looks on their faces or some female might have found it awkward. Now, those same mannerisms just click again. Now, they smile back or respond relatably.
Men are drawn to me and making friends is effortless. Women. On a campus where 1000's of girls walk around, I often catch blatant stares by >60% of them the rest probably trying not to be obvious. I figure because indoors it's much higher. Or if I look away and turn back quickly I would catch one staring and then smile after being caught. I remember the day I finally cleaned myself I was staring at this hot TA in class wishing I could have her as if she was out of my league. When the class walked up to submit our papers, I caught her staring and then smiling after getting caught. I was then reminded of my image after having been unkempt for so long lol...
I go to the library to find a seat and those girls sitting at the table i chose immediately stop studying and start playing with their hair hardcore (younger female trait?) giving repeated glimpses toward me to the point of distracting me. They're like robots reacting to stimuli. Amusing.
It seems to not matter what status the females are too. They all react the same whether it's some science nerd or some college athletes who may have broken state records. I anticipate their behavior from afar and sometimes laugh before I get near them when approaching.
When unkempt, i was completely invisible in the bar but would have the biggest smile on my face thinking "if only they knew". I probably came off as a lone happy drunk or something lol. It was all a game to me similar to how some high level players pretend to be noobs in video games. Recently i went to a bar again where 3 women approached me to inquire about my relationship status while another persisted to seduce me. I took the contact info of a local city model that night and she's now dtf after 2 texts.
People's reactions all seem thoughtless. Although i understand it's natural. Funny but can get too predictable. Thus the reason I decided to disguise myself the semester beginning. Whereas before I felt alone, now I feel like I'm embed in the community as a respected member. Whereas I felt like a ghost to women, now I'm back to playing the silent flirtation games wherever they may be out. I used play "who can hold the longest stare" with multiple girls on a daily basis in the spring semester. But that hasn't really happened recently prob cause I haven't fully regained my previous body build yet? There's still room for improvement and thus more potential for entertainment.
If I had money or high status, I'm sure I would experience the same. Probably quite more. LMS changes reality. LMS is power. LMS brings you closer to the truth.
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