Hey OP, I see you're going through a similar journey to me with regards to lifting so hopefully we can motivate each other on here.
I noticed some things about the mental/psychological side of your workout journey:
Konada said:
I witnessed typical chump behavior at the gym today. HB7 walks in, bam, 3 guys start chatting her up, showing her how to use the weight machines (lol).
Konada said:
Some buff dude was talking behind my back about how he could lift those 'pu55y weights' more than I could. True but his fvcking ego was uncalled for. i left the gym pissed.
Konada said:
Skipped squats because a sausagefest was going on there. Bunch of douchey guys hogging the rack..
I know it can be intimidating being the skinny new guy at the gym but you gotta develop a mindset where you genuinely don't give a f*ck about what other people think, and you're only focusing on yourself. The parts of your quotes that I bolded show that you let other people affect you and your workout.
Don't let anyone or anything put you down. The world is full of a$$hats who will try to put you down, sh*t on your dreams, tell you how weak you are, how you can't do X, Y, or Z, how you have no chance of ever acheiving your goals. Usually it's because hating is easier than being helpful.
Screw them all. They don't matter. Forget buff dudes, forget HBs (f*cking HB10 hookers really puts girl issues in perspective, if you remember my thread on sosuave a few days ago HAHA).
Focus on you, your improvement, your goals.
HB7 or upwards walks in? Disregard females, acquire aesthetics. I ignore people (ugly girls, HBs, skinny dudes, roided dudes, whoever) when I'm working out. Not because I'm a sociopath, just because I'm so focused on the weight and giving my full effort to the lift. Hot girls walk by in short shorts and a low cut top...round ass and tits on display... I don't care. It's like I see right through them, focusing on the wall behind them.
Faggot saying how he could lift way more than you? Ignore him. Realise that he is saying this crap because he is a mega faggot who needs to validate himself by trying to put other people down. He's not worth a comeback. He's not worth getting pissed off over. Don't let retards get you down.
You might think you're weedy now and lifting "pu$$y weights" but know that you will definitely progress, get bigger and lift heavier if you focus.
Sausagefest at the squat rack? Be friendly, ask to work in and appeal to reason. If they're still douches that don't let you work in, do another exercise or wait for them to finish.
Get in the right positive mindset and you'll progress even more than you are now!