I've reached an odd point in my life. I used to have serious control of what was going on in my life, i was the man where ever i was. Thanks to this site, almost a year ago i got into a relationship with a girl who at the time to me was a HB8.5 and i was still hitting on girls whenever i wanted to.
Alas good times are now few and far between, me and my girlfriend got into a huge argument and i had to break up with her because i knew it wasn't worth my time anymore even though i still "loved" her. And so now its over... but what now? I tried to go back to my old DJ self but i feel like i totally AFCed out over the time that i got too comfortable with my girlfriend and having a girl that gorgeous around me all the time. I tried to reread some of the old epic posts i have saved and whatnot but still nothing quite does the trick anymore.
In short:
I lost my touch, my spirit, my confidence and pretty much everything i had that let me be an awesome DJ..
I think i want to really do the bootcamp since i never really did it from the start. But i just can't waste time and do it in march. Is there anyway i could do it by myself? Or start earlier, i believe i saw a packet floating around somewhere?
Is there anything inspiring that anyone could really tell me / show me? I mean i realize this is very broad and a big question to ask of you guys but i am seriously at rock bottom at the moment. Truly a shadow of my old self.
Alas good times are now few and far between, me and my girlfriend got into a huge argument and i had to break up with her because i knew it wasn't worth my time anymore even though i still "loved" her. And so now its over... but what now? I tried to go back to my old DJ self but i feel like i totally AFCed out over the time that i got too comfortable with my girlfriend and having a girl that gorgeous around me all the time. I tried to reread some of the old epic posts i have saved and whatnot but still nothing quite does the trick anymore.
In short:
I lost my touch, my spirit, my confidence and pretty much everything i had that let me be an awesome DJ..
I think i want to really do the bootcamp since i never really did it from the start. But i just can't waste time and do it in march. Is there anyway i could do it by myself? Or start earlier, i believe i saw a packet floating around somewhere?
Is there anything inspiring that anyone could really tell me / show me? I mean i realize this is very broad and a big question to ask of you guys but i am seriously at rock bottom at the moment. Truly a shadow of my old self.
