I don't hate my ex's. We left each other on good terms, she said we were just missing "something" (i bet it was sex cuz I stopped seducing her after she said she wanted to be selbeit). Blah I'm stupid.
I'm still debating whether I should still talk to her or not. I spoke to her on the phone, just normal convo. I sent her a message, we just said what we been up to. It ended with her saying "i'm sure you'll find someone that'll make you 3x happier than i did" (I had told her to read my blog, it had a LITTLE bit about us breaking up, I kinda showed just a tiny bit of pain).
I really don't know what her response really was saying. When I say that, I mean, I'm usually able to judge how a girl is feeling thru what she says but since I can't hear her voice, I dunno.
But right now, I'm not giving her any attention (only attention is putting her in my top 16 friends list with her at like 12). In the process of moving on, but still hoping that sometime she'll call me up.