actually, yesterday i looked at some 'porn'
not videos, but pics. the thing is i like to draw, and women being one of those things, i was just using the images to draw from for some practice. the couple nights before that i was starting to have some crazy vivid dreams.
i honestly don't want to bust a nut in my sleep because that would be a mess to clean up, especially after not having nutted in 15 days.
anyway, after looking at those pictures the other night, my vivid dreams went away. i've actually noticed that the times when i'm more aroused by real women, or even while dating a girl (during which i rarely watch porn, so same thing)...i've had more of these 'vivid' dreams.
so, basically, what i'm saying is, i might just watch a tiny bit of porn here and there to keep myself from erupting during the night. tonight i watched about a couple scenes of various movies i got, and hopefully it will help prevent any explosions during the night. that's honestly why i watched. i didn't masturbate at all, just watched to avoid a mess...
...better yet hopefully i'll get laid soon and won't have to worry about holding it in any longer :woo: