missed opportunities, I was just thinking about that this noon, about the time a hippy-free-love type chick who I've been in contact (mostly strictly business, although she did take a toke in the back room in front of me once, far from business) with the past 2 to 3 years, reached out and put her hand on my back as I was leaving (it was a soft uncontrollable loving touch, I also noticed that several of the people who used to work in her business were gone! maybe...her biz not doing so well and she sees me as a money supply?? fvck I don't know). Right after I'd left her having laid her left hand (uncontrollably - Rare for women to do that, and usually Older women only reach out and touch me, for all intents and purposes, a stranger), I was kicking myself for NOT wittingly snapping back to her as her touched me on the way out, "Kiss me??" while I lounge my head back at her. I Really think that if I'd said that on cue leaving my lips for her to kiss, she would have pulled me back inside (no one's in there but us) and not only kissed me but maybe more, just lock the door, maybe not lock the door who knows. But she's my type. I've fvcked one just like her but brunette all last Summer, so I think that that's why she's drawn to me, I've fvcked her (just another one very much like her, the free-drug using spirit type Very liberal chick); therefore, it's like we've already fvcked cause I've fvcked one just like her - hard to explain; therefore the kinetic energy between us was already there, already primed and powerful for us to act on.
But I didn't say nothing too provocative and went on my way. She probably saw that as weakness, and next time will think less.
But I wonder what her motives are for getting touchy feely - I haven't seen her in like a year full stop. I'm thinking that her business if falling, but she could just simply be wanting me, don't know. She's mid-twenties I'd assume. Nice t!ts but b's I'd say and starting to droop but still I scanned them over good, and she's got the pot-smoker chink eyes though blonde blue-eyed, also the smoker's voice. I believe I could have fvcked her today mid-day in her own place of business. Will see later on what happens...
Also this week I've had 2 marriage proposals, one today, and one a couple of days ago from a McDonald's manager kinda fat average girl. She asked me if I had a ring for her, then motioning with her eyes. I should have complained but she was the manager (who do I complain to??) - you KNOW that if it were flipped and I asked a customer to marry me where's my ring? I could easily get fired, being a male. She is Way outta my league, something in the air making these women so bold, don't get it. I was in a town I hadn't been in in a while, a place where people are not all stuck up like where I'm from (kind of sick of the elitist attitude where I live), but still bizarre in a span of 3 days two marriage overt hints.
The other, today, said that she'd just received her wedding dress today, but the wedding just got called off! and woe is me, as if...I should take his place...Huh? I mean, she was decent, just average nice smooth looking legs, brunette probably mid-30s or later, but com'on, and definitely not even middle class, yes apartment with cats type guys, clock ticking. I'd bang her but who does she think she is?? Crazy week this week, must be the change in where I work. People just different in poorer areas.
