thorwynn said:
ME: I've always believed what you said before that when a person is important to you, you don't leave them. and you said that you don't want us to be hurt eventually.
I'm asking you if you still want you & me to go on. you're making me feel that you don't want me anymore. you are already being insensitive. you throw me out when we talk (in SMS). I'm still open to adjust some of my attitude but it will take time and patience. I'm still hoping that the person i once knew is still there. I am still trying to make this work out for you & me. but if you don't want just because of my imperfections I cant do anything about it. If you got problems with me do say so. I can't get a hunch on what you feel. I'm clueless. if you don't want me anymore tell me now. im not rushing you.
Holy f
uck! Are you kidding me?
How do you know what a sh
it test is but you don't know how to not sound like the woman in the relationship? Her response is as it should be! Do not ever contact this woman again! You have no chance! You're probably going to do no contact with the intent of winning her back - - - Right? No, it won't work... Move on and find another woman and learn from this. Find 3-4 women... Do not ever get caught up in this needy bs again!
I'm not going to breakdown what she said to you - because she said what she should. I'm going to break down what you said to her and what it said to her. And why you should never say sh
it like this to her again!
thorwynn said:
ME: I've always believed what you said
What you're saying: "I'm not very experienced in relationships with women and I do dumb things like believe things they say in the moment. I don't understand that women live in the moment, and that most will despise me for bringing up stuff they said/felt in the past once they no longer feel that way."
thorwynn said:
I'm asking you if you still want you & me to go on.
What you're saying: "I'm just letting you know that i want to kill any hopes you had of me being a challenge. I don't want you to lay in bed trying to figure out how much I like you. Because obviously, that's what im doing. I'm playing the role of the female here. Please tell me you still want to be with me so my needy a
ss can sleep well tonight. Validate me!
thorwynn said:
you're making me feel that you don't want me anymore.
What you're saying: "I'm being emotional; like a woman. Please be emotional back to me so we can be like two lesbians."
thorwynn said:
you are already being insensitive.
What you're saying: "In case you forgot - I'm the sensative one in this relationship."
thorwynn said:
you throw me out when we talk (in SMS). I'm still open to adjust some of my attitude but it will take time and patience. I'm still hoping that the person i once knew is still there. I am still trying to make this work out for you & me. but if you don't want just because of my imperfections I cant do anything about it. If you got problems with me do say so. I can't get a hunch on what you feel. I'm clueless. if you don't want me anymore tell me now. im not rushing you.
This is a complete breakdown by you! Complete and utter fail!
Nothing good is above. NOTHING!
You're needy (due to not having other options)
You're anti-challenge (you're wearing your dam heart on your sleeve!)
You're making of her the prize.
It's so bad that - I'm sure if she said "Ok, i'll take you back if you bow down and kiss my feet everytime you walk in the door" that you WOULD!
I know this is rough... I know im coming off mean. But you MUST understand that you have to change this! You have to date more than one woman until you're sure you've found one that is good. You must never be needy like this. Do not wonder too much about how women feel about you - instead let them wonder about how you feel about them! Don't reveal too much in the feelings department.
You're bleeding right now from your heart... And the blood is thick. Buddy, please move on.... Please go find other women. Please come back here if you're having problems. Don't let things get like this. If they feel like they're out of control - get out! If she's out of control. If you're feelings are out of control. Get out!
Good luck. Spend time here and learn.