Is there anything wrong with seeing escorts?(long, personal story)

[Grinderman]

Porn doesn't give you demons?

Yes, it does. Porn plants the seeds of latent homosexuality. In other words, porn turns many an otherwise heterosexual man, one who is not fully in control of his desires, into a potential homosexual time bomb waiting to blow....(literally and figuratively).

Now before you think ah this is just a rant against the gays, it's not really. I share more or less the same perspective as our red pill friend Bonecraker motherfvcker and some religious leaders (what that homosexuality is an abomination? em let's see) No. There are some (but very few...) GENUINE HOMOSEXUAL MEN. They are attracted to MEN. They will be in normal relationships with a partner and are discreet without hiding anything (they don't advertise their sexuality, but they don't hide it if you were to for some reason....eh enquire ). The don't speak like FREAKS. Thy don't dress like FREAKS. They don't talk with C0CK SUCKING LISPS like weird alien lizard FREAKS. They don't get off on trying to make other people feel uncomfortable like FREAKS. They are normal men. All the rest are not genuine homosexuals....they are ...you guessed it FREAKS. The have taken on a person and become OBSESSED by their pursuit of c0ck. You could call them thrill seekers. They are fcking lost and doomed. If there is reincarnation they will come back as dogs.

Back to porn........Take your "normal" male growing up.....he masturbates.....he's watching C0CK on the screen as well as tits and puzzy......but all these images of c0ck gets absorbed by the subconscious. The subconscious CANNOT THINK FOR ITSELF it just takes in what you put there and sooner or later will try to manifest it into the concrete world..

...the seed has been planted. Again and again.

Men who are imprisoned and who are slaves to their desires.....decide to make another man his biatch......only possible because of uncontrolled desires and latent homosexuality. A FREAK. He will rationalize and say that he gave it and didn't take it. FREAK.

Men who are imprisoned and allow themselves to be punked out.......only possible because of uncontrolled desires and latent homosexuality. A FREAK. Will dies of aids and is a turned out FREAK.

Black men who are married and decide they want to have sex with other black man (very common in the black community ....tell all books written about it.) only possible because of uncontrolled desires and latent homosexuality. FREAKS. Also they REFUSE TO WEAR CONDOMS because of some weird rationalization that using rubber would mean that it was really sex (don't fcking ask) so not only do they get AIDS but they bring that AIDS home to their poor unsuspecting wives and kill them. FREAKS.

White men who are married and decide that they are "curious" or "bi curious" and decide to have "sex" with other men. FREAKS. only possible because of uncontrolled desires and latent homosexuality. FREAKS. CARRIERS OF AIDS AND MURDERERS OF WIVES.

So called "bisexual men". No such thing. FREAKS. only possible because of uncontrolled desires and latent homosexuality. We also have these FREAKS to thank for spreading all kinds of ****e in what was a clean heterosexual world until the invasion of these FREAKS AND THRILLSEEKERS.

TRANNYS, TRANSEXUALS, CROSSDRESSERS ETC FREAKS. only possible because of uncontrolled desires and latent homosexuality. Watching porn and consuming so much c0ck that they start putting themselves in the role of the woman. FREAKS.

Porn? Imagine other animals watching videos of other animals humping....

A man has plenty of his own experiences that he can draw upon if he feels like the letting one out OR potential lays that he is GOING TO PERSUE. Your own imagination is rich with experience and potential. Don't pollute it with unnecessary wrong input and garbage.

For the moment, all discipline seems not to be pleasant, but painful; yet to those who have been trained by it, afterward it yields the peaceful fruit of righteousness.

 

[FuzzX]

The jump happened on December 6, 2014, the the morning after December 5, 2014 I saw escort before midnight. (If you are a cop in Canada then you should know the law made buying sex illegal after midnight so this was a panic purchase). This would be metaphorically of course, I'm not schizophrenic, its the turmoil I felt in my soul and in my conscience.

I wasn't sure, little disappointed though, more interesting if you were seeing little gremlins running around. Not a cop btw, law enforcement is a big field. Not stupid enough to walk the beat in the current climate. That's a death sentence. I digress though. I'm not sure about the gays but from the ones I had interactions with I would say Grinderman is pretty close. I RARELY have met a gay dude that was not a massive horn dog and I find it a little disturbing that everyone is now O K with that type of behavior even exposing their children to it to show their devotion to this new republic.

I used to know one gay guy who ... ugh, he revealed this one hobby he had which was collecting pubes off of toilet seats... he had a collection in his house. You know, when you're young you don't think anything of hanging around these people but when he said that to me... well it gave me the willies. My super progressive gf though was completely fine with it. I don't know why but I could never shake that feeling. So when Grinder is going off about freaks, yeah I could pin point a couple. I used to work the gay classes in ESL because none of the other guys I worked with would do it. I didn't care, I just wanted the money. I ran into some really weird **** though. I made a friend with one flaming homo dude named Everton. He had a super high voice and his husband was a doctor. Anyway, we are out on the street one day and this dude comes running at us (to catch a bus) and he hits me and kind of shoves me aside. Well Everton went from flamer to footballer and had this guy up by his collar. I swore he sounded as bassy as Darth Vader. The guy apologized and Everton let him go and then he went right back to having this super high flakey voice and girlish manner, a complete 180.

He was the most bitchy dude I ever met and he taught English to boot. He used to sort the kids by ugliness. Reminded me of this clip.

I had another experience in Brazil where this effeminate dude promised to hook me up with this one chick he was going on about. I was single so I was into it, anyway, the day of, we go to this gay bar to meet this broad, who is most definitely a lez. Anyway, we go up to the terrace and all of a sudden he makes a move on me. "When are you gonna **** me?". I was like "What? I thought we were friends dude!?!?". Guy is a little surprised and says "oh common you're gay, don't play with me."... I stopped hanging out with fags after that man... I'm just glad dude didn't try to rape me. How did we get on this topic?

Oh porn right. Anyway, I think there's some truth to the 'too much porn' idea. One of my friends who I've discussed on the forum here used to watch TONS of porn and he was always talking about d1cks. He had like an obsession with black d1cks, talking about size, shape, etc etc. He would talk about it when we were playing games, going out to nightclubs, in bookstores, it was an endless stream of d1cks. I don't know why he never talked about tits or pvssy or legs you know.... nope, d1cks.

 

[deBrito]

Yes, it does. Porn plants the seeds of latent homosexuality. In other words, porn turns many an otherwise heterosexual man, one who is not fully in control of his desires, into a potential homosexual time bomb waiting to blow....(literally and figuratively).

Now before you think ah this is just a rant against the gays, it's not really. I share more or less the same perspective as our red pill friend Bonecraker motherfvcker and some religious leaders (what that homosexuality is an abomination? em let's see) No. There are some (but very few...) GENUINE HOMOSEXUAL MEN. They are attracted to MEN. They will be in normal relationships with a partner and are discreet without hiding anything (they don't advertise their sexuality, but they don't hide it if you were to for some reason....eh enquire ). The don't speak like FREAKS. Thy don't dress like FREAKS. They don't talk with C0CK SUCKING LISPS like weird alien lizard FREAKS. They don't get off on trying to make other people feel uncomfortable like FREAKS. They are normal men. All the rest are not genuine homosexuals....they are ...you guessed it FREAKS. The have taken on a person and become OBSESSED by their pursuit of c0ck. You could call them thrill seekers. They are fcking lost and doomed. If there is reincarnation they will come back as dogs.

Back to porn........Take your "normal" male growing up.....he masturbates.....he's watching C0CK on the screen as well as tits and puzzy......but all these images of c0ck gets absorbed by the subconscious. The subconscious CANNOT THINK FOR ITSELF it just takes in what you put there and sooner or later will try to manifest it into the concrete world..

...the seed has been planted. Again and again.

Men who are imprisoned and who are slaves to their desires.....decide to make another man his biatch......only possible because of uncontrolled desires and latent homosexuality. A FREAK. He will rationalize and say that he gave it and didn't take it. FREAK.

Men who are imprisoned and allow themselves to be punked out.......only possible because of uncontrolled desires and latent homosexuality. A FREAK. Will dies of aids and is a turned out FREAK.

Black men who are married and decide they want to have sex with other black man (very common in the black community ....tell all books written about it.) only possible because of uncontrolled desires and latent homosexuality. FREAKS. Also they REFUSE TO WEAR CONDOMS because of some weird rationalization that using rubber would mean that it was really sex (don't fcking ask) so not only do they get AIDS but they bring that AIDS home to their poor unsuspecting wives and kill them. FREAKS.

White men who are married and decide that they are "curious" or "bi curious" and decide to have "sex" with other men. FREAKS. only possible because of uncontrolled desires and latent homosexuality. FREAKS. CARRIERS OF AIDS AND MURDERERS OF WIVES.

So called "bisexual men". No such thing. FREAKS. only possible because of uncontrolled desires and latent homosexuality. We also have these FREAKS to thank for spreading all kinds of ****e in what was a clean heterosexual world until the invasion of these FREAKS AND THRILLSEEKERS.

TRANNYS, TRANSEXUALS, CROSSDRESSERS ETC FREAKS. only possible because of uncontrolled desires and latent homosexuality. Watching porn and consuming so much c0ck that they start putting themselves in the role of the woman. FREAKS.

Porn? Imagine other animals watching videos of other animals humping....

A man has plenty of his own experiences that he can draw upon if he feels like the letting one out OR potential lays that he is GOING TO PERSUE. Your own imagination is rich with experience and potential. Don't pollute it with unnecessary wrong input and garbage.

For the moment, all discipline seems not to be pleasant, but painful; yet to those who have been trained by it, afterward it yields the peaceful fruit of righteousness.

I agree with you. Me myself was an addict to porn and thanks to God and meself I've turned that around. My perception of life changed for the better without a doubt. I was not into anything extreme or saw many kinks, but it sucked my life energy. I'm thankful I'm not addicted to it anymore, my life changed.

 

[FuzzX]

I agree with you. Me myself was an addict to porn and thanks to God and meself I've turned that around. My perception of life changed for the better without a doubt. I was not into anything extreme or saw many kinks, but it sucked my life energy. I'm thankful I'm not addicted to it anymore, my life changed.

I don't know how you can be into porn and also live in Brazil. You guys are the most oversexed nation in the world. Your morning hosts are pornstars, your women walk around nude during carnival. Every1 in Brazil is getting laid on the regular. Man I went to a nightclub with this one b1tch and she dumped me because we didn't fvck the first night. Brazil must've changed since I've been there but I recall Biananas being the horniest creatures on the planet.

 

[corrector]

I wasn't sure, little disappointed though, more interesting if you were seeing little gremlins running around. Not a cop btw, law enforcement is a big field\

Apart from this sentence, I think you are replying @Grinderman since, honestly I'm a homophobe and am totally opposed to that so you are talking to the wrong person.

 

[corrector]

Yes, it does. Porn plants the seeds of latent homosexuality. In other words, porn turns many an otherwise heterosexual man, one who is not fully in control of his desires, into a potential homosexual time bomb waiting to blow....(literally and figuratively).

That is not true because I'm totally homophobic and don't even like seeing my own private parts let along other guys. I only like how a woman looks like because I'm only attracted to them.

Back to porn........Take your "normal" male growing up.....he masturbates.....he's watching C0CK on the screen as well as tits and puzzy......but all these images of c0ck gets absorbed by the subconscious. The subconscious CANNOT THINK FOR ITSELF it just takes in what you put there and sooner or later will try to manifest it into the concrete world..

...the seed has been planted. Again and again.

Again, all this is not true. First of all, the porn I watch is only escort pics because they are advertising themselves. I don't like watching porn that involves any guy on there period, and I can say this as a fact, that apart from escort pics, nothing turns me on. In fact, if I do watch porn, it's just a woman talking on a camera pretending to be stepmom or something and egging me on to fap. That's just the extent to what I would look at if I even go there.

If escorts stopped advertising, all interest in "porn", being escort pics, would literally disappear in a zap.

A man has plenty of his own experiences that he can draw upon if he feels like the letting one out OR potential lays that he is GOING TO PERSUE. Your own imagination is rich with experience and potential. Don't pollute it with unnecessary wrong input and garbage.

For the moment, all discipline seems not to be pleasant, but painful; yet to those who have been trained by it, afterward it yields the peaceful fruit of righteousness.

Agreed. Some points I'm 100% with you, other points, such as homo or gay stuff, 100% opposed. I would be totally against any perversion, which is why porn is limited to escort pics and simple attraction to women. The only exception is lesbian porn, but again, that only involves women, but I don't look at that much. Just don't have the desire to watch that, but escort pics have always been an insidious attraction that can't go away and keeps raring its head from time to time.

 

[EyeBRollin]

I'm against prostitution for one reason only. A good friend of mine banged a local one and he got herpes. He is stuck with that for the rest of his life.

That really sucks. Hopefully he wore a rubber. I’ve heard some guys raw dog hookers. Disgusting

 

[deBrito]

I don't know how you can be into porn and also live in Brazil. You guys are the most oversexed nation in the world. Your morning hosts are pornstars, your women walk around nude during carnival. Every1 in Brazil is getting laid on the regular. Man I went to a nightclub with this one b1tch and she dumped me because we didn't fvck the first night. Brazil must've changed since I've been there but I recall Biananas being the horniest creatures on the planet.

I was into porn cause I wasn't getting any, that's why guys watch porn.

 

[Grinderman]

These just randomly popped up on youtube as recommendations. Someone is spying...

Food for thought:

How the Godless woman catches her prey

The mass psychosis and the demons of Dostoevsky

 

[zinc4]

OP, the only thing i will say is don't beat yourself up over silly women. If you want an escort and have the money then go for it. It literally doesn't matter. Making yourself miserable over what kind of women you can sleep with each week does, though.

 

[corrector]

These just randomly popped up on youtube as recommendations. Someone is spying...

Food for thought:

How the Godless woman catches her prey

The mass psychosis and the demons of Dostoevsky

Nah, my SMV is too low for that to be an issue, lol!

 

[FuzzX]

These just randomly popped up on youtube as recommendations. Someone is spying...

Food for thought:

How the Godless woman catches her prey

The mass psychosis and the demons of Dostoevsky

You know your devices can hear you right? This is where AI is seeing the most use, marketing. Your device listens for keywords and puts those things infront of you more because you're likely to click them. It also sends this info back to 1000 different agencies which sell it to other big data agencies...

 

[corrector]

This video popped into my memory after looking at those other videos.

 

[Epicwinguy]

I'm against prostitution for one reason only. A good friend of mine banged a local one and he got herpes. He is stuck with that for the rest of his life. You are exposing yourself to a cesspit of disease not to mention the criminal underworld that Grinderman mentioned. There are handlers, they have guns, baseball bats etc etc and they are not afraid to use them to shake you down. I don't know I guess I'm cheap but I can't imagine banging a chick that I would have to hand money over to, I can't even do that with my wife.

That said, if you are a dog ugly dude and she's offering a service she hasn't been coerced into, I don't see anything wrong with it. This clip is meant to make you feel guilty I guess, but some damn fine women there if you're into the colour yellow.

I was exposed to this stuff at a young age. My old man and my uncle used to do business in Thailand, so I was there quite a bit as a teen. My uncle when I was around 14, took me to a place in Germany (flight stop over) and told me to pick anyone. Well I backed out. My dad and him did it again when I was 16 in Thailand, told me to pick a girl at this bar we were at. I picked this one hot bartender and my uncle gave her 50 bucks and she took me in the back and started to touch me. Well I started trying to talk to her about her life, found out she was 15 yearsold or something and then I started asking her what it was like to go to school in Thailand. Uh, it was really awkward and I just told her to keep the money, she didn't look happy about that. Anyway, it turned out that my uncle took her back to his place at the end of the night to get his money's worth... I rode in the car the whole way. My uncle was 50+ at the time and a high school principal. It was the most uncomfortable ride I've ever taken in a taxi.

He got hooked on some prostitute in Thailand, thought they were in love. Chick's name was Ooom. My dad called her Boom Boom Ooom. Anyway, my uncle ended up sending her a ton of money on the promise that she wouldn't sleep with anyone else. She agreed but honestly, everyone knew what the hell was going on. Of course later it turned out that she had 3 or 4 guys just like my uncle that were handing her cash and travelling back and forth to Thailand. All while he was an upstanding, democratic, pillar of the community at home. LOL.

He wasn't my blood uncle btw, he was one of my father's battle buddies from NAM.

I don't like to confess this, but I love asian women. I gotta take a tour of asia.

 

[SW15]

He is still going to need a lot of game to close. He isn't a 6'4" Brad Pitt. If he lost 6 inches of height and gained 6pts in charisma he would be 3x as successful.

The difference between most posters here and incels is that most of us escaped the negative feedback loop. We ALL had it or else we would not be here. I used to have the same processes he has. Incels, on the other hand, cannot escape the programming because it is too deep and/or their ego is still in Disney fairyland.

With him, the biggest obvious issue is that he doesn't feel he should need to change or can change. To be fair, it won't be easy.

You don't need much charisma as a 6'4" muscular guy. All you need is to just not fucck it up. I'm 5'10" and not as muscular so I need charisma to get panties to drop.

 

[Epicwinguy]

You don't need much charisma as a 6'4" muscular guy. All you need is to just not fucck it up. I'm 5'10" and not as muscular so I need charisma to get panties to drop.

In your opinion, does a muscular 5’11 guy need charisma?

 

[SW15]

In your opinion, does a muscular 5’11 guy need charisma?

More than 6'4". The combination of height and big muscles reduces the need for charisma.

 

[sangheilios]

I haven't posted on this thread in a while.

Earlier in the week I had decided not to pursue spending time with that particular escort and I had cancelled. I personally do not feel that there is anything wrong with seeking out something like this but I feel that it's not a good thing for me at this point in time.

 

[buddhafukko]

In some wealthy upper class spheres, young men using escorts is preferred over excessive romantic intimacy. In general, when the elite do something there is a good reason. I recall reading a Rothschild biography which mentioned they never married for romance or emotional reasons which I think is quite astute.

 

[corrector]

I haven't posted on this thread in a while.

Earlier in the week I had decided not to pursue spending time with that particular escort and I had cancelled. I personally do not feel that there is anything wrong with seeking out something like this but I feel that it's not a good thing for me at this point in time.

That's cool. You know she is always there for you to have access too, whether you use her or not. I feel that way about some escorts I haven't visited yet and end up with mental sessions with them, because of the fact they are there and I could potentially have a good-time with them if I wanted to. Its all about having an opportunity to visit someone, not actually going along with it.