Is it really over?

[NotoriousGRK]

27 years I have been on this earth and up until now I only had one girl come over. My parents and our relatives spoke to me about "been at a good age" (for marriage). The thing is over the years I had spent way too much time around, and I make no apologies for it, **** people and false friends and to a lesser degrees incompatible ones.

I feel that there is still much for me to enjoy, like partying - real partying

I feel that is much for me to enjoy like exploring life's pleasures

This was something that the above mentioned people would leave me out of. People who I knew for years, sometimes my blood would boil (in my adolescent years) and sometimes disappointed and then "meh.."

My parents have expectations and I told them there is no point for me to get married now. I do not feel like it. And since up until now I have barely touched the surface of my sexuality. I also told them that just so they can have me married and brag about it I have to give up everything and cheat behind that "wife"?

Anyway, I'm feeling slightly concerned and sad about it. I'm glad that I have developed a real friendship with my closest friend that has lasted the test of time. With others I stopped being patient with them and a few have come and gone. Since I began to touch the surface of "Hey! I'm a human being! My life has VALUE! I have desires, passions and values! I exist!"

So what do you lot say?

 

[itachisasuke]

get out there and sow those oats ma dont get tied down if you know your still in your player stage but the one thing you should always be doing is upgrading yourself get your mind right get your money right and get your body right.
THIS is what I tell myself everyday to stay motivated ( FACES AND PLACES WILL ALWAYS CHANGE BUT THE THERE'S ONE THING THAT WILL REMAIN THE SAME YOU WILL ALWAYS BE YOU!) So start working on BECOMING A BETTER YOU! LASTLY IN LIFE MOST PPL DON'T GET WHAT THEY WANT BECAUSE THEY DONT KNOW WHAT THEY WANT SO ASK YOURSELF WHAT YOU WANT AND BE HONEST FROM READING YOUR POST IT SOUNDS LIKE YOU WANT TO **** ALOT OF WOMEN AND THERES NOTHING WRONG WITH THAT I SUGGEST YOU LOOK UP A BOOK ON GOOGLE CALLED MODE ONE BY ALAN ROGER CURRIE HE TALKS ABOUT CLOSING THE DEAL WITH WOMEN AND BEING STRAIGHT FORWARD. I DONT WANNA RANT ON AND ON SO GOOD LUCK!

 

[NotoriousGRK]

itachisasuke,

I really appreciate your decision to make your first post on this site in my thread and your strong conviction to cheer me up as well as advise me. I will look into Mode One by Alan Roger Currie, I'm doing so in another window in my browser right now. Perhaps I will look back to this day and remember these empowering words of yours.

Of course I realise the value of looking out and improving myself and still be a good person. And your mention of it is a good reminder of such.

I also wish you good luck in your endevour.

I sincerely thank you.

 

[Viral]

Coming from a strict background like that can be tough. My parents were the same way. In fact I remember my parents saying they wouldn't even hold hands until they were engaged. That's some crazy sh!t, I mean what is so bad about being a sexual being? The terrible thing about this is that this kind of environment runs deep into your head and takes a bit of time and effort to fully remove.

You were right about making a switch with the type of friends you associate with. I just want to say when you change your beliefs it's important that you spend less time in with people who have the old beliefs you are trying to replace.
Why?
Because they will try to hold you back (even if it's innocent and not on purpose)

You don't have to burn bridges or hate anyone, everyone has their reasons for what they believe. But making a change like this makes you vulnerable so just spend less time around them and stick to the change to see it thru.