Audiophile
Don Juan
I pose this question after a year and a half of consistently seeing and dating 4 different girls (Some have stayed the same, others have changed, but this isn't really important), and just becoming more and more emotionally vacant to them. Not to say that I don't have fun with every girl that I date, and I don't enjoy myself, because I do. But lately I've been feeling as if I'm being spread too thin. I think Neil Strauss (And a few others in these forums, Neil is just the only name that comes to mind) touched up on it briefly, when he stated that when he was being extremely successful and dating multiple women, the problem was that they just became numbers and lost a lot of their mystery and allure.
I guess what I'm feeling is that each girl I date (while special in their own right) isn't that meaningful to me. And the only solution is to either completely shift my socialized mindset (that of polygamy being immoral and "wrong", this is something that's been coded into most of us, whether we like it or not) into accepting polygamy, or just dating 1 girl. Obviously the 2nd option is less drastic and I would wager much more satisfying.
Now since it seems like I've actually found the solution to this dilemma, why am I bringing it up to you guys? Well, I'm just questioning the whole "Spin plates" mentality that's so pervasive in forums like this. I understand the basis of it, that dating more women means that you'll treat yourself like more of a prize, you'll be more confident, and you'll be less prone to their bvll**** (which, let's be frank, will ALWAYS happen). But after gaining a lot of new insight from just being a straight out playa' I'm kind of sick of the whole thing. Maybe it's just another step in my own maturity, and that I'm realizing that the only true way to have a good relationship is to really give it your all.
Maybe we're all just a bit scared of wearing our hearts on our sleeves in fear of being hurt. I guess everyone does that though... it's just been a while since I've actually felt really great about a girl, wondering what you guys think about this whole subject.
I guess what I'm feeling is that each girl I date (while special in their own right) isn't that meaningful to me. And the only solution is to either completely shift my socialized mindset (that of polygamy being immoral and "wrong", this is something that's been coded into most of us, whether we like it or not) into accepting polygamy, or just dating 1 girl. Obviously the 2nd option is less drastic and I would wager much more satisfying.
Now since it seems like I've actually found the solution to this dilemma, why am I bringing it up to you guys? Well, I'm just questioning the whole "Spin plates" mentality that's so pervasive in forums like this. I understand the basis of it, that dating more women means that you'll treat yourself like more of a prize, you'll be more confident, and you'll be less prone to their bvll**** (which, let's be frank, will ALWAYS happen). But after gaining a lot of new insight from just being a straight out playa' I'm kind of sick of the whole thing. Maybe it's just another step in my own maturity, and that I'm realizing that the only true way to have a good relationship is to really give it your all.
Maybe we're all just a bit scared of wearing our hearts on our sleeves in fear of being hurt. I guess everyone does that though... it's just been a while since I've actually felt really great about a girl, wondering what you guys think about this whole subject.