JHeights83rd
Don Juan
A lot of the DJism and living on some type of self proclaimed alpha male fantasy above the rest of the male population is leaving people delusional. Don’t believe the hype, your subconscious mind changes when your surroundings change. (This means that if you tell urself a lie long enough, its not eventually gonna come true)
Its really like the idea of social mask, (I learned in acting for non-majors class). A lot of comedian type guys wear a mask, they don’t be themselves, act how they really want. Their mentality is “I like to make people laugh” so they wear the mask so everybody can see them as a funny guy. The mask is on for so long that you don’t know when it comes on and when it comes off. When a girl starts hope your way, that ****ll come right off and shell see how weak you are under it.
We wear this social mask of the DJ. One example of this is when you get a girl’s digits, you play the wait 7 whole days game. “Wow! This guy must be on this AM status, omg hes so busy and hes not calling me, I wonder where he is, I have to have him.” Yeah right. It’s a big mask you wear, when youre trying to run game on this girl, so she sees this am guy that busts out confidence; and you really just run that **** on yourself. Another example of this is so called confidence, most people in this world are not truly confident in themselves, they gots lots of insecurities, but their getting their fair share of the ass. With C + F, youre putting on a mask of David D. With the prize mentality. Another is “Well, I don’t wanna be supplicating”
Gotta do some self exploration and find out a little bit more of who you are. See how you act in certain situations. I used to soak up this dj AM fantasy mentality but its so fake. Do some self exploration, alone, and also see how you react to situations with others. Get in touch with your real masculinity.
But im not gonna act like im all holier than thou b/c I have a lot of my own problems too. People on my block still know me as that guy with all the girl problems, and I still haven’t hit it off with girls that I click with. And honestly, all the play that ive never gotten, and everybody else is getting, takes away from my focus on more important stuff. I wanna focus but cant, I never really had any passion for life, b/c I hated my childhood to death. Its my ego that really wants to get fed. Plus I have this big fear that ill never get any play, and ill be like 30 yrs old, everybody else is focused on making that money and ima just be not really focused, my mind really in trying to have some fun that I didn’t have. But anyway im doing some self exploration to try to overcome all things mentioned in this paragraph. But yeah self exploration plus take a look some of the stupid **** you believed when youre brain was in the AM fantasy.
Its really like the idea of social mask, (I learned in acting for non-majors class). A lot of comedian type guys wear a mask, they don’t be themselves, act how they really want. Their mentality is “I like to make people laugh” so they wear the mask so everybody can see them as a funny guy. The mask is on for so long that you don’t know when it comes on and when it comes off. When a girl starts hope your way, that ****ll come right off and shell see how weak you are under it.
We wear this social mask of the DJ. One example of this is when you get a girl’s digits, you play the wait 7 whole days game. “Wow! This guy must be on this AM status, omg hes so busy and hes not calling me, I wonder where he is, I have to have him.” Yeah right. It’s a big mask you wear, when youre trying to run game on this girl, so she sees this am guy that busts out confidence; and you really just run that **** on yourself. Another example of this is so called confidence, most people in this world are not truly confident in themselves, they gots lots of insecurities, but their getting their fair share of the ass. With C + F, youre putting on a mask of David D. With the prize mentality. Another is “Well, I don’t wanna be supplicating”
Gotta do some self exploration and find out a little bit more of who you are. See how you act in certain situations. I used to soak up this dj AM fantasy mentality but its so fake. Do some self exploration, alone, and also see how you react to situations with others. Get in touch with your real masculinity.
But im not gonna act like im all holier than thou b/c I have a lot of my own problems too. People on my block still know me as that guy with all the girl problems, and I still haven’t hit it off with girls that I click with. And honestly, all the play that ive never gotten, and everybody else is getting, takes away from my focus on more important stuff. I wanna focus but cant, I never really had any passion for life, b/c I hated my childhood to death. Its my ego that really wants to get fed. Plus I have this big fear that ill never get any play, and ill be like 30 yrs old, everybody else is focused on making that money and ima just be not really focused, my mind really in trying to have some fun that I didn’t have. But anyway im doing some self exploration to try to overcome all things mentioned in this paragraph. But yeah self exploration plus take a look some of the stupid **** you believed when youre brain was in the AM fantasy.