I do not have any social skills , a little shy, afraid to make a move, in my head all the time, i don't know what to do when people are talking in groups & i'm standing alone on my own don't know what to do, don't know what to talk after the hi and a little conversation, i'm not certain about things most of the time, most of all i'm ****ing afraid to change my personality/character, and how do i grow some ****ing balls in real life?!