I think Backbreaker disproved the bad ratings towards his company months ago. The accusations didn't hold up. I think he's legit.
That being said, I don't think this topic of his brings anything constructive. It seems rather self serving. What can we learn from it? How does it help people here? How can people participate without the OP letting people be involved? I mean you might as well just make your own livejournal or something.
From what I gather from most of your topics, Backbreaker, you have a superiority complex. You have no close friends to confide in, in person; it's a reason why you boast on this site. The friends you do have you feel like you're better than them, like no one can do what you can do, or no one you know deserves what you have.
I understand you.
You've shoveled **** most of your life, let yourself become obese, drugged out, had your heart broken and pulverized by a woman who seemed to not give a sh!t, despite what you did for her. It could make you feel worthless, angry, to the point you overwork yourself to feel like you have value. What are you trying to prove? To who? A lot of guys here have stories like this. A lot of guys who don't post here have been what you've been through. We all understand what you've been through.
"look at this...look at what they make you give"
Backy, I think it's time you really tell us how you feel. It's not healthy to have an 80 hour plus work week, or not being able to depend on people. It's especially not healthy to brag about unhealthy things to mask something troubling. Despite the negative feedback on this thread, most of us would be more than happy to give you support through this.
Just be honest with us, man.
