What i said. You have totaly clogged up energy channels.
Imagine you body a as powerplant of energy, instead of just a sack of meat and bones. There is a place where energy comes into you, and where it goes out. Life energy. And there are 7 "checkpoints" in your body, which that flowing current flows throu and fills up all the time. They regulate everything, love, hate, emotions, being sucessful at work, at relationships, confidence... practicaly every state that you head can get into.
And, here's the bad news.
The "checkpoints" depend on one another (they range upwards from your dyck to the point of your head), and once one fails, all the rest after it fail too.
The good news:
They can always be refilled and brought up to full power again.
A disclaimer:
This is not the only way to save you from your depression. There are tons of ways to do it, but this one is still a bit different. It attacks the problem at it's core. And i stick my dyck in the nearest microwave oven it 100% works.
G'luck!