gspshields2 said:
I am not alpha enough. I acknowledge that there are many guys that bring to the table much more than I do. I have been unsuccessful for most of my life, right now its been too much of my life. I choose to take the easy route, I will go to Either Phillipines or Brazil where the dating scene is much better than U.S.A.
You aren't thinking this correctly. Trust me, you can be a lot better then you are right now. You are pessimistic and haven't yet realized how great you can be. You got to change your diet first, then stop smoking cigarettes\marijuana if you are, don't drink booze, you got to bring your mood up too, start relaxing more, take yoga classes or watch comedy or something, if you do these things you will be able to sleep better at night and it's all uphill from there. Take some supplements if you must. Don't whack off more then once in a day, in your recovery time you can do it once a week until you start feeling better and when your body gets stronger (better attitude, happier, etc) you can do it more frequently, but come back slowly. Stop watching porn too (well, at least for now, but I am gonna stop for a long time).
Are you gonna change JUST BECAUSE OF GIRLS?? Seriously?!?!??! If it was because you would have an easier life job-wise, if you were gonna move because it's cheaper, or better quality living, OK. If it were because the girls there are hotter, hmm, it's acceptable, I don't know if I agree tho. But because "I am not alpha enough?", "the competition is too strong?", are you crazy? Cmon. Did I understand this correctly? I understand one person may feel like that, but if that is your case, you better believe what I wrote is true. GL.