I'm going to be the best fvcking DJ ever!

[Lifeforce]

Yes, from being the dreaded nice guy that spread his boredom across the social event like a gust of wind to the deceitful manipulator who would sell his own mother to experiments for a cone of icecream to the evil, dominant bastard that dive for treasures into the girls panties, back to be the ultimate DJ ever. That is me. From this point forward I will be relentless and consistent until I reach my goal.

Revelation my friends, that is what I have experiened and now everything is as clear as the purest of diamonds. I have made some progress, but I have realized that it is not enough. I will change my life in front of your eyes, just to prove that it is possible, build a wonder upon the little changes I have made the last two months to prove that I speak the truth. But words mean nothing, they are as empty and dry as the seas of the desert. Action is what is required. And I will not fail you once. I will give you action and a lot more stereotypical clichés.

My current position is a 140 lbs weakling with a mediocre style of dress, with a mediocre life, too much boredom and no job. I have some DJ skills but mostly I have just relied on dominance to get what I want. Now I set out to hone my skills and become a better person, my goal is not to get a woman (or women), my goal is to change my world and become happy with who I am and my life. The very world that is desperatly trying to hold me to my place. "Sit down, lifeforce. You have everything you want here, let me strangle you until you drown in your endless boring patterns your life consist of."

But I say, Hush!, It is time for you and me to separate, I have greater plans for my life. Let me go so I can reach for the stars. Hang out the banners, sound the trumpets and release the dogs of war, Lifeforce is declaring war on his life and his insecurities and mostly the dreadful mind that let him be a loser without feeling guilt. And the march of soldiers tell what will come...

Lifeforce

 

[One on One]

Good luck! I'm going to completely change my life in seven weeks when I graduate so I'll be right there with you!

 

[Kineti[C]harm]

Let me know if you need fashiontips Hahah well good luck I hope it works out for you!

 

[dillin]

Originally posted by Kineti[C]harm
Let me know if you need fashiontips Hahah well good luck I hope it works out for you!

I want some fashion tips, please.

 

[jseib]

Wooo!

Amen Brother Lifeforce!

May the stars shine on your endevours! *bows*

 

[Lifeforce]

Thanks everyone


Day One - 16th of March 2004


The chick thing

Yes, now I am doing the bootcamp once more and this time I will follow it through. The first exercises seemed a little too easy, I find it hard not to talk to people when I say hi to them, I really didn't try to make conversation with everyone since I was travelling to another town, I just met a lots of people on the way.

I was inside a building where there was two other people waiting for the same thing as me. Man I cracked up of the situation, they just stared right ahead, at nothing. It seemed they were expecting large green aliens with three antenas on their a$$ to crawl through the wall at any minute. Once in a while they would look slightly to the other person and sometimes at me. I couldn't help that I got a large smile on my face of the situation, I started up a convo by saying "I see you have name tags - I have one too, aren't they nice?" and I swear within two minutes it seemed like we had talked for ages. I found out they were nice people and went to my school!

One my way back I was really surprised, it seemed like an entire class from Ireland with only girls there was going on the bus. And seriously! They were very fascinated by the ice that is found in my country. No number closes even though I found one to be very much in my taste, she is undateable because of the long distance.

Total Hi's: 7
Total Time looking into eyes: Around 40 minutes

Body & Soul

Got another 15 $ from my auctions to the Anthony Ellis system from skinnyguy.net. Soon I have enough money to buy it!!! Auctioning old stuff you have is a really great way of getting more cash.

Now I am just discovering how the exercises should be done but when I get the system I can be more professional in my training, counting BF and stuff. I notice that people have become more friendly at the gym. People doesn't stare any longer and they are more helpful, I think it has to do with that I now understand how to train and do exercises with good form. It's really nice. The first week and the one after that I really felt unwelcome! My body is puny right now 139 Lbs, and have gained 3.3 Lbs during the last two and half weeks of training. My goal first goal is 160 Lbs and my second 170 lbs.

The training seem to help me get a better posture, seriously guys, every one of you who doesn't work out, start doing it, you feel a hell of a lot better and the posture improves!



Day Two - 17th of March 2004


The chick thing

Today I was travelling to the same place as yesterday. I was trying to do more of the eye contact thing. It doesn't feel very exciting except when I look very beautiful women in the eyes. I must admit I cheated a little, I was caught checking a girl out and I kind of smiled at her and looked her into the eyes. That really made me feel uncomfortable but still very good afterwards. When I think about looking into the eyes I realize alot from people. Almost everyone is insecure in some way. Only a little fraction of the people hold the gaze when I look at them with a nonteeth smile.

Said Hi to a few people. And when i was sitting at the same place as yesterday a really, really goodlooking girl came inside, I do not talk about the mediocre-goodlooking, I do not talk about the goodlooking, but I mean those girls that make your chin drop to the ground. When I stood there i made a realization, I now understood what AD said when he said that I should treat every women the same. And I understood what pook meant and what AD meant when they said I should look for good qualities in her, and make HER met my demands. Did I do it, hell no, I had no time. Just exchanged a few words with her and she wished me good luck. Once again she was undateable since she lived too far away. I also realized what parts I have to improve myself in.

I met another girl at the train station, for some strange reason we didn't have to pay, and she was as surprised as I was. Started talking about it with her and we had some friendly small talk. Undateable since she lived to far away. No number closes this day. But I have learnt to weed out undateable women and that you'll have more fun if you are not forcing yourself to get number or do the dfgsdfjafaf-trick or the kwfiops-manipulation to get a woman. I Just can be myself, have fun and let my personality shine and that brings me to another revelation. A Don Juan is a state of mind! Good I love the stuff pook writes. But there is a difference in reading stuff and to actually understand it emotionally! You can read about anything you want and it will not help you, it is in the field that you gain the understanding.

Total Hi's: 15
Total Time looking into eyes: Around 1 hour and 30 minutes


Lifeforce

 

[Krassus]

Great stuff. No point trying to prove anything to us though, we've already seen how people can turn their lives around. Hell, a year ago, i was just your average 19-year-old, now i'm at least half a decade away from most people physically, financially, etc. So instead, prove it to yourself. And right on about not basing your idea of happiness of women. I always say that but people rarely listen.

The best advice i can give you is to read a book called Think and Grow Rich by Napoleon Hill. Unlike the title implies, this isn't a book about money, though it can certainly be interpreted as such. But in it's heart, it's a book about getting anything and everything you want out of life. The ideas and strategies it provides are simply priceless, and can be applied to just about anything. Buy it, read it and never look back!