I'm exhausted . . .

[AFK Protector]

I used to be an AFC....rather, oblivious.

Now I'm a DJ in training, but it's hard. I'm beginning to feel I could care less if this stuff works or not for me, but unmistakenly, it has definitely brought great success to many of you.

I am not questioning the system, but i'm questioning it's relevance in my life. I think I'm exhausted and really don't give a damn about women anymore. They've played too many games and I have yet to meet a worthy female. But I'm not doubting my own abilities. I'm going to start a self-improvement circle at my school and we'll work on our inner selves. This sh1t start s tomorrow. When I am truly happy with myself, I hope I can share what I did to you guys, as I have been searching for a while. Sammo's posts were very helpful as were Nocturnals, and many others.

but in the end, I'm the one who has to turn the key. you guys got similar feelings about this? add

 

[jakeyboy]

do you mean to say you're suffering from a sort of depression? you should read my thread.. i've been down and out of late... but i'm picking myself back up again..

http://www.sosuave.net/forum/showthread.php?s=&threadid=60244

 

[Osiris7250]

im sorry to hear about this man, i hope you can bounce back quick..... ive seen a lot of your posts and i think your advice is really wise, but how it doesnt work for you im left clueless. and if you are as depressed as you say you are read BBB's thread about being happy in the bible. Oh and remember if it should come down to this, SUICIDE IS THE *****'S WAY OUT!!!

 

[hkyplaya]

Sometimes being a somewhat emotional AFC with semi-DJ qualities (self respect being the main one) can be better than spending your life artificially being something your not to slide your **** into a hole for 10 minutes.

 

[AFK Protector]

Yeah I totally agree with all you guys. Thanks for the replies. I read LifeForce's tip about newbie mistakes, and I have committed so many of them...

well it's never too late to turn around.

 

[Pfeile]

Originally posted by AFK Protector
I used to be an AFC....rather, oblivious.

Now I'm a DJ in training, but it's hard.

You're overwhelmed by how challenging all this DJ stuff is right? You're not the only one. I know exactly how you feel, and many others I'm sure have felt the same way too.

It seems so much easier to just fück all this DJ stuff, and just continue the way you are, but think about the long term rewards. Think how happy you will be when you are the person you so long to be.

Stuff worrying about girls. There are so many more things you could do to improve yourself that will have long term benefits. Check out this guide by Sammo; it's a good thing to help you set goals.

Just remember, little by little, one travels far. It might seem daunting at first, but do everything in little steps, and before you know it, you'll be a DJ.