Ok. im done, i dont care no more, i dont give a ****, i dont care about what other people think of me, i dont care no more, im goin to do what i want, feel what i want, say what i want. I've been a push over my whole life, socially ive been a follower my whole entire life, i love women, but they arent everything, if i cant get one whatever i dont give a ****. It's not a priority to me no more, im goin to be someone, im going to live my life to the fullest, even if iam alone. I just dont care. No one is going to get in my way, no one is going to step all over me, im done with all this bs.