August 27, 2009. Here's the deal, what happened, why I'm pissed and how it's going to be from now on! :box:
Let's get this sh*t started.
My story? AFC straight to the bones since birth! I thought I was close to being what I wanted just because I read and read and read and read and read and that I have all these great knowledge from the best of the best. You know what? They are f*cking POINTLESS!!!!!! Why?!?!?! Because I don't apply! Experience indeed is the best teacher!
Last week I found a very great tip on how to end procrastination for good and control my life. I'm lazy and in a hurry right now so I can't provide the link. It's somewhere in sosuave.com and it's a master piece. Basically, you write down the night before the things that you need or want to do for tomorrow. As you go and finish each task the next day you just simply cross them out. It worked like magic for me!
Everynight I'd write down, "clean room, do push ups and sit ups, drink 2 glasses of milk, one liter of water, go jogging, wash clothes, wash car, etc." So far it's one of the best thing I've ever applied in my life. A lot of the things I don't usually do, now I do without even thinking about it.
Last night before going to sleep, you know what I wrote down on the very first list? "Talk to that girl in my Microbiology class". The next day came. Was I able to do it? NOOOOOOO! She was sitting next to me the whole time for more than an hour! YES!!!!! I'm as a f*cking NOOB as can be. I can't believe it! Good looking, great personality but for some reason I just can't express myself naturally! Obviously this is the result of me not talking to anybody in high school for 4 straight years. What did I see after class? Another guy walking her all over the campus. Now I'm not going to say sh*t to the guy. It's not me to do that, but WOOOOW! Of all the guy in the world? I know I sound like a jerk right now. I'm just a little mad about myself. *Deep breath*.
Just when I thought getting dumped by my ex was the most painful, this one really takes the cake. Well, of course getting dumped by a girl you really love is much more painful but anyways.
I did say I had an ex. I was with her for 3 years, so no I'm not a virgin, and just when you think I should be a master with women especially when my ex was really something, again NO I'm not. That just tells you that everything needs to be practiced and learned. You can't say you know something when you haven't done it. You've heard and read about it, but you don't know it until you do it.
Alright I won't make this any longer. Date and time. August 27, 2009. I've been in sosuave.com since I was 19 years old. It's been 3 years. I turned 22 April of 09. This is the day that I march towards Change! I will not be exactly where I am three years from now. It's time to be a f*cking man!
I feel a little fear inside me right now but I'll keep you all updated. Right now I'm just going to pick up my nephew from school, cash my check, and fix my self up a little. Don't be surprised if I come home with a girl later today. A little heads up. Don't think I'm improving myself just for girls. I'm human and I dream just like everyone else. I don't want to reach my potential. I WANT TO GO BEYOND MY POTENTIAL! Later Don Juans!
Let's get this sh*t started.
My story? AFC straight to the bones since birth! I thought I was close to being what I wanted just because I read and read and read and read and read and that I have all these great knowledge from the best of the best. You know what? They are f*cking POINTLESS!!!!!! Why?!?!?! Because I don't apply! Experience indeed is the best teacher!
Last week I found a very great tip on how to end procrastination for good and control my life. I'm lazy and in a hurry right now so I can't provide the link. It's somewhere in sosuave.com and it's a master piece. Basically, you write down the night before the things that you need or want to do for tomorrow. As you go and finish each task the next day you just simply cross them out. It worked like magic for me!
Everynight I'd write down, "clean room, do push ups and sit ups, drink 2 glasses of milk, one liter of water, go jogging, wash clothes, wash car, etc." So far it's one of the best thing I've ever applied in my life. A lot of the things I don't usually do, now I do without even thinking about it.
Last night before going to sleep, you know what I wrote down on the very first list? "Talk to that girl in my Microbiology class". The next day came. Was I able to do it? NOOOOOOO! She was sitting next to me the whole time for more than an hour! YES!!!!! I'm as a f*cking NOOB as can be. I can't believe it! Good looking, great personality but for some reason I just can't express myself naturally! Obviously this is the result of me not talking to anybody in high school for 4 straight years. What did I see after class? Another guy walking her all over the campus. Now I'm not going to say sh*t to the guy. It's not me to do that, but WOOOOW! Of all the guy in the world? I know I sound like a jerk right now. I'm just a little mad about myself. *Deep breath*.
Just when I thought getting dumped by my ex was the most painful, this one really takes the cake. Well, of course getting dumped by a girl you really love is much more painful but anyways.
I did say I had an ex. I was with her for 3 years, so no I'm not a virgin, and just when you think I should be a master with women especially when my ex was really something, again NO I'm not. That just tells you that everything needs to be practiced and learned. You can't say you know something when you haven't done it. You've heard and read about it, but you don't know it until you do it.
Alright I won't make this any longer. Date and time. August 27, 2009. I've been in sosuave.com since I was 19 years old. It's been 3 years. I turned 22 April of 09. This is the day that I march towards Change! I will not be exactly where I am three years from now. It's time to be a f*cking man!
I feel a little fear inside me right now but I'll keep you all updated. Right now I'm just going to pick up my nephew from school, cash my check, and fix my self up a little. Don't be surprised if I come home with a girl later today. A little heads up. Don't think I'm improving myself just for girls. I'm human and I dream just like everyone else. I don't want to reach my potential. I WANT TO GO BEYOND MY POTENTIAL! Later Don Juans!