It's cause deep down, you know that you aint waf. The reason you feel that way is two-fold, You are not using your mind in the proper, human manner, and humans are "pack animals". We need a social life.
Give thanks to Andrew Carnegie, and use your library's INTERLIBRARY BOOK LOAN system, to order and and read the following books: THE PSYCHOLOGY OF SELF ESTEEM, HONORING THE SELF, THE SIX PILLARS OF SELF ESTEEM, all by Nathaniel Branden. Also read Ayn Rand's THE VIRTUE OF SELFISHNESS, PHILOSOPHY, WHO NEEDS IT?, THE OBJECTIVIST EPISTOLMOLOGY, and THE VOICE OF REASON. Her novels are a pita to read, except maybe for ANTHEM, but Harvey Binswaner's THE AYN RAND LEXICON will guide you to the parts of her novels that are waf. Read anything by the objectivist paragon, David Kelly. Leonard Piekoff is good, too. So is Barbara Branden, Nat's ex-wife. Google for these people.
Go visit people in nursing homes. Volunteer at the homeless mission and the VA hospital. Coach some kids at pickup ball games. Be a "Big Brother" to 1 or more kids, ( but cover your ass about claims of molestation, by never being alone with them!) In order to HAVE a friend, you first have to BE a friend, and not just to 1 person, either!
Give thanks to Andrew Carnegie, and use your library's INTERLIBRARY BOOK LOAN system, to order and and read the following books: THE PSYCHOLOGY OF SELF ESTEEM, HONORING THE SELF, THE SIX PILLARS OF SELF ESTEEM, all by Nathaniel Branden. Also read Ayn Rand's THE VIRTUE OF SELFISHNESS, PHILOSOPHY, WHO NEEDS IT?, THE OBJECTIVIST EPISTOLMOLOGY, and THE VOICE OF REASON. Her novels are a pita to read, except maybe for ANTHEM, but Harvey Binswaner's THE AYN RAND LEXICON will guide you to the parts of her novels that are waf. Read anything by the objectivist paragon, David Kelly. Leonard Piekoff is good, too. So is Barbara Branden, Nat's ex-wife. Google for these people.
Go visit people in nursing homes. Volunteer at the homeless mission and the VA hospital. Coach some kids at pickup ball games. Be a "Big Brother" to 1 or more kids, ( but cover your ass about claims of molestation, by never being alone with them!) In order to HAVE a friend, you first have to BE a friend, and not just to 1 person, either!