I went crazy today . . .

[AFK Protector]

Dunno...I just went crazy today. I was in my room and I was reading. So I decided I'd take a nap. but my mom was knocking on the door and I woke up after like....3 friggin minutes and I just got up. Cuz she's like I thought you were reading...don't lock your door anymore. Go eat now.

So I'm like, man wtf how're you gonna treat me like this when you dunno the whole mothefvcking goddam ****ass story? I so ****ing go insane and bust this big ass hole in the door and I run downstairs, run outside and just keep running cuz I dunno...I'm fvckin mad.

Anyways, this faggot ****ing laughs at me saying "run flash run!! haha loser" So I fvcking kick his ass and he's bleeded bad, and I see the blood so I'm thinkin, sh1t, but witnesses said he provoked me....dunno.

I dunno...jsut fvcking went crazy. my piano teacher said something like this would happen. I keep all my sh1t bottled up and I'd blow up someday.

 

[gav]

sounds like you've got a lot of anger built up, which can be a good thing if you can direct it into productive outlets like bodybuilding, studying, transforming your life etc

what's the 'whole story' anyways? what's bottled up? anyway, i don't believe that things can get 'bottled up' unless you keep the facts from even yourself.

and as for someone calling you a loser? i've never been called that before, but if someone's just standing about spouting random negative comments about me, i'd beat his ass too. maybe not so much that he bleeds a lot

 

[AFK Protector]

I was just pissed so I kinda let it out on him. I need to sit down and lock myself in my room for 10 minutes the next time I get mad. That's what I'll do.

Whole story...was basically how I just laid down for like 5 minutes and she thought I was slacking off. But it's my fault for not being patient and explaning it...it probably wouldn't have helped, but it would have been better in the long run.

Thanks for you reply.

 

[Need-2-B-Pimpin]

That sucks dude...Was getting woken up like that sort of a jolt? I know if someone wakes me up rudely I have a few seconds of murderous rage before I come to my senses. Have a talk with your mum about it, and be calm about all the anger or w/e...i dont completely understand your situation but being pissed won't help.

In retrospect, that wasn't a very useful reply but I'll submit its sorry ass anyways.

 

[AFK Protector]

No...all replies are useful. I understand the part about murderous rage. That's what I felt, but it lasted maybe 5 minutes...probably because I escalated it.

Nevertheless, next time I will not let my emotions control me and always question them, like Nocturnal said.

 

[This Times For Real]

Are you gonna apologize to that poor kid?

 

[AFK Protector]

No. I had my pajama pants on while I ran outside and I guess that looked funny to him or something, but he was just sitting there with his friends and I turned around and jumped on him. His friends just watched lol. But he asked for it calling me a loser.

When you deal with people, you don't just do it so they don't think about messin' with you again. You do it so they fvckin' have night mares about messin' with you again.

 

[InsidiousNstinct]

That is the coolest story I've ever read....

Sucks on your part, but D*amn sometimes you just got to release your anger. Maybe you should take up walking everyday or something....get your mind off sH*t. WHenever I get mad I find something to relax me....no not porn, maybe reading a book, listening to up beat music, or my fav....WORKING OUT.

I totally understand where you coming from bro, good luck.

 

[Microphone Fiend]

i laughed out loud when you said "My piano teacher said something like this would happen."

Anyways what computer are you typing from? Did they have one in the prison cell you went to for beatin up that guy? Anyway this sounds like the first time you've really got pissed at your mom. It happens more and more as you get older, but you gotta contain it better than that. I suggest trying some physical activities to put your stress and pent up rage to good use, (It's better to hurt someone you don't know than someeone you love )

 

[PuertoRican_Lover]

If you did some adhoc shyt like that in my neck of the woods you would have been dead with your throat sliced and a bullet hole in your @ss - be careful who you fuvk with!!!!

There are not too many people who are going to treat you better than your mama!!!

 

[Porky]

Originally posted by gav
sounds like you've got a lot of anger built up, which can be a good thing if you can direct it into productive outlets like bodybuilding, studying, transforming your life etc

Sounds like he's got a lot of bullshlt built up.

 

[TyTe`EyEs]

Same sh1t happens to me every couple of months or so.

 

[Interpol]

Originally posted by TyTe`EyEs
Same sh1t happens to me every couple of months or so.

What's wrong with you people. I'm glad I don't punch holes in my wall and assault random strangers every couple of months or so.

 

[check_mate_kid_uk]

it can be anoying if you are woken up, but its no big deal for me, just a little anoying, seriously i do not understand how that got you so mad.

 

[Brak86]

dude talk to me on aim when you get this.....this isnt healthy and you need to relax.

 

[TyTe`EyEs]

Originally posted by Interpol
What's wrong with you people. I'm glad I don't punch holes in my wall and assault random strangers every couple of months or so.

I didn't mean that I went out and fought people all the time. I was saying that I tend to let my anger build up for a couple of months. As a result, it all comes out at one time.

 

[BrokenTrustDrummer]

my little "box" that a put all my problems in must be a black hole or something because even though a past problem will come back into my mind every once in a while I've never had a burst of rage. I guess it just depends on the type of person you are. Control yourself man

 

[AFK Protector]

Originally posted by Porky
Sounds like he's got a lot of bullshlt built up.

Dude, why the hell would I lie about something like this. If you don't think its real, then just fuk off. I don't need YOUR bullsh1t when I seriously am just letting off some steam.

See? I'm learning already. Just letting it go immediately instead of letting it build up. Reminds me of anger-management lol.

 

[Porky]

My guess is that you're an attention wh0re.

 

[DirkPitt]

did u turn green and get really big?