I have to admit im not the horniest guy in the world. And i could care less if i got any action. Indeed it gives me all the power i need to walk away if i wanted to.
However the other day i banged this girl after receiving a 2nd invitation to come over. The first time was really late at night and i told her i couldnt make it. I guess she must've been horny. that day i wasnt really in the mood for sex but did it anyway to get it over with. it wasnt exactly mind blowing sex (not for me and probably not for her) since i wasnt horny.
So that morning i wake up and left, and i forgot my sweater due to other things on my mind. So she calls me up and tells me i forgot my sweater...i say "oh right...thats fine ill get it next time." she says "nah ill bring it to you on friday (tonight)" i say ok.
So anyway tonight before she left the house she said she was going to bring the sweater back to me, i said its fine since we'll be out late and ill probably walk her back home. But since she insisted, i said "ok if you want to bring it out thats fine, but i dont want you bring it out for no reason since ill probably be dropping you off at home since we'll be out late."
So anyway the night ends i do accompany her home (2 hr train ride back and forth). Before that she insisted it was ok that she could get home safe, i said its fine. Then a few stops before her place she mentioned i should get off and its fine. Then her stop came and since it appears she doesnt want me near her house. i just let her out there. im never doing that again...longest train ride of my life.
When she knows i could be pissed about something she hugs me like crazy. I could care less if i got any action tonight. Regardless if she wasnt in the mood for sex or using it to control me, it hurt. at least letting me know i could come up would put a smile on my face. Honestly if i wanted to treat her like shyt i could. But i wasnt brought up that way.
So im thinking our first time was just to let me get a taste. And now is the power struggle. I want to ***** at her about it, but honestly i dont think its worth it.
i think the next time she tries to invite me over, im just going to reject it...
thoughts?
However the other day i banged this girl after receiving a 2nd invitation to come over. The first time was really late at night and i told her i couldnt make it. I guess she must've been horny. that day i wasnt really in the mood for sex but did it anyway to get it over with. it wasnt exactly mind blowing sex (not for me and probably not for her) since i wasnt horny.
So that morning i wake up and left, and i forgot my sweater due to other things on my mind. So she calls me up and tells me i forgot my sweater...i say "oh right...thats fine ill get it next time." she says "nah ill bring it to you on friday (tonight)" i say ok.
So anyway tonight before she left the house she said she was going to bring the sweater back to me, i said its fine since we'll be out late and ill probably walk her back home. But since she insisted, i said "ok if you want to bring it out thats fine, but i dont want you bring it out for no reason since ill probably be dropping you off at home since we'll be out late."
So anyway the night ends i do accompany her home (2 hr train ride back and forth). Before that she insisted it was ok that she could get home safe, i said its fine. Then a few stops before her place she mentioned i should get off and its fine. Then her stop came and since it appears she doesnt want me near her house. i just let her out there. im never doing that again...longest train ride of my life.
When she knows i could be pissed about something she hugs me like crazy. I could care less if i got any action tonight. Regardless if she wasnt in the mood for sex or using it to control me, it hurt. at least letting me know i could come up would put a smile on my face. Honestly if i wanted to treat her like shyt i could. But i wasnt brought up that way.
So im thinking our first time was just to let me get a taste. And now is the power struggle. I want to ***** at her about it, but honestly i dont think its worth it.
i think the next time she tries to invite me over, im just going to reject it...
thoughts?
