i should be happy

[amazingswayze]

today was the last day of my CNA class. My state exam is on Monday. To celebrate, a girl from my class invited us over her apartment in the city for a small sleepover party, (pizza, alcoholic drinks, and the beach in the morning).

i should be happy about this but i'm feeling awkward because the girl I hooked up with will be there and things haven't been the same since we hung out. she doesn't like me anymore, she thinks im a "****boy" and a "sleaze" for hooking up with her behind another girl's back who likes me.

tonight i'm getting drunk so i may or may not hook up with one of the girls from my class. If I do, it might make things worse. I'm just trying to alleviate the feelings of awkwardness I have. I think it'll be 3 guys and maybe 6 girls, not sure.

i should be happy with my situation, but I'm rather nervous.
Maybe I should just focus on having fun. Every time I hang out with girls I contemplate the possibility of hooking up with them. Is this wrong?

I don't know.

i should be happy, but i feel awkward.

thoughts?

 

[Young OG]

I think you should not care what that chick that you hooked up with thinks or what anyone thinks about you. Do whatever you want. Yes, you should have fun. Nothing wrong with thinking about hooking up with a girl. Your a guy, we are always thinking about that.

 

[BrainDamage92]

She hasnt been ****ed down good in a while this is why she is grumpy. The problem is you give a fuk, btw Im currently in some sort of situation like this, this girl doesn't want her friends to know I fuked her (she stays at the hotel I work at), and stupid ***** suspects I told everyone and is acting paranoid or smth. nevermind you already won when you slept with her.

See this is all very interesting until you grow a little guy inside your head who goes like: "Fuk em all, fuk em all, fuk em all...". Anytime I start thinking about someone else's behaviour this guy activates in my head.

Human behaviour was always really interesting to me but I think I succeed in keeping this interest purely scientific or smth,

grow a little guy who keeps your **** in check.

Fuk em all. Esp females, whose behaviour is dictated by their feelings, like the weather is bad today, she is grumpy, and if youre a stupid fuk who thinks the world revolves around you youll think its because of you.

Again fuk em all and have fun. And dont say stuff like "alcoholic drinks", be cool man.

 

[amazingswayze]

fuk em they against me anyway

She hasnt been ****ed down good in a while this is why she is grumpy. The problem is you give a fuk, btw Im currently in some sort of situation like this, this girl doesn't want her friends to know I fuked her (she stays at the hotel I work at), and stupid ***** suspects I told everyone and is acting paranoid or smth. nevermind you already won when you slept with her.

See this is all very interesting until you grow a little guy inside your head who goes like: "Fuk em all, fuk em all, fuk em all...". Anytime I start thinking about someone else's behaviour this guy activates in my head.

Human behaviour was always really interesting to me but I think I succeed in keeping this interest purely scientific or smth,

grow a little guy who keeps your **** in check.

Fuk em all. Esp females, whose behaviour is dictated by their feelings, like the weather is bad today, she is grumpy, and if youre a stupid fuk who thinks the world revolves around you youll think its because of you.

Again fuk em all and have fun. And dont say stuff like "alcoholic drinks", be cool man.

fuk em all
fuk the haters
fuk the nonbelievers

my mindset needs work
we all have our days.
I'll bounce back no problem

thanks for the insight so far guys.

 

[SeymourCake]

Just go in there and be the life of the party.

 

[amazingswayze]

success

i should be happy with my situation, but I'm rather nervous.
Maybe I should just focus on having fun. Every time I hang out with girls I contemplate the possibility of hooking up with them. Is this wrong?

I don't know.

i should be happy, but i feel awkward.

thoughts?

it went well.
every time i do something out of the ordinary, i feel nervous. it's better to accept it. i'm learning.

a lot of **** happened.

first, I got drunk as fuk.

I had 1 shot of Bacardi, 3 shots of Henessey, 1 shot of Patron, and I shotgunned 2 beers. I've never been more ****ed up in my life.

It was me and my bro, and 3 girls, 5 of us.

Me and the one girl who i have history with started making out quite a bit out of nowhere basically. the girl who was sober tried to split us up lol. we were so drunk.

my bro got so fuking wasted but he couldn't spend the night. he puked everywhere. the sober girl drove him home. you know what that means.

I slept over with 2 girls.

I tried having a threesome with them lol. We all shared 1 bed. I was in the middle sucking titties making out, tryna finger lmfao the pu$$y was wet. i was so drunk though i can barely recall. one girl started jerking me a bit but the reason it didn't go much further is because the girl, alexis who owns the apartment didn't want us fuking in her bed. when the other girl went to sleep i was spooning with alexis. she has nipple piercings. so hot. i'd say she's a 7. i've been hoooking up with chubby girls and I had a lot more fun with this one. i loved grabbing her tight little ass and her cute rack. she is so chill too!

the other girl was a *****. she punched me in the face. she was telling me 'fuk you' all night. i'm done with her. it didn't really hurt but that was some extreme disrespect so i just walked away. i'm going to raise my standards. i hooked up with a cuter girl than i'm used to and i liked it. i like skinny girls. she's freaky.

i'm hungover so this isn't the best post but i want to write it down before i forget what happened last night.

bottom line;

every hookup gives me more confidence
it's so easy to get girls when you're both drunk
i'm learning to be more agressive with girls

**** is good right now.

 

[ImTheDoubleGreatest!]

I always like these kind of stories where the op hits success and has a great time. Don't know why, but it makes me feel good. Nice job OP and keep up the gud work

 

[amazingswayze]

lessons from last night

Yah good work man. Try to bang em next time.

I remember, over spring break this year I had an awesome experience. My boy and I decided to spend the night at his house, and invite our other good friend over. I had an acid plug at the time, super cheap and I bought my crew tabs, 3 each. We ingested them and hit up some cuties, pulled out the bong and got set up.

45 minutes later, and things start getting intense. The girls show up (4 of them, 2 were 7.5's, one a 6, the other an 8). We're just chillen listening to music and hitting the bong. I start tripping and I'm totally gone. Everything is just too much, like my senses got overloaded. The walls were just bleeding and breathing. My body felt electric.

I then got HB7.5 to start sitting on my lap and I started making out with her. There was a shadow cast on her face and I swear sometimes she looked like a Jester / Joker because of her cheeckbones. We only dry humped but it was maybe the most intense experience of my life. Talk about fvcked up, I stayed up all night tripping balls with my buddies and learning the meaning of life. This is definitely one of, if not the best, experience of my life.

Just remember: with that girl who was disrespecting you, she may have been mad she couldnt get you so was taking it out on you. That has happened to me before. Play it right and see what's up with her. Good luck man

I've been tryna bang girls for a little while. thing is, I'm facing a lot of LMR and ASD. I need to learn how to get past it.

I decided that I won't fuk with that girl anymore. She's just a *****. She couldn't be cool about it after we hooked up.

I decided to raise my standards because I hooked up with a cuter girl and I was much more satisfied.

Damn, alcohol makes this so easy. That's basically what I 've learned. That was my first time being wasted hooking up with girls.

My biggest problem with the girls in my class is that they are hesistant to escalate because we are in the same nursing program together for the next 4 years. I guess they worry things will be awkward.

They know that another girl in the class is in love with me so they all feel bad about hooking up with me. My attitude is, "she's not here right now"
I got 3 girls in my nursing class so far. Right now, it feels like a triumph.

Not sure if I will regret this...

nah jk lol :crackup: