Kerensky
Master Don Juan
Welcome DJs, to a night (or whenever you're reading this) filled with self-doubt.
I'm beginning to lose faith in myself. Before, I was a smart kid. I got straight As all the time without any effort at all. Some even said I had "talent." Now, it's not the same. I have to struggle to get straight As. It's hard. Sometimes I slip and get lazy and when I decide to get serious again, I either don't or am too late to save myself. Im losing faith in myself. I don't think its a good thing because then I might stop trying. I was still afraid to lose that smart kid image before, but now I truly kinda feel like I wasn't meant to be that way. Trust me. I want to be. But it just isn't happening.
I know why too. I know it's because I am lazy and do zero work. I know it's because I think I am super and awesome and can pull stuff off in 1 day that usually takes other 2 weeks. I THINK, but I didn't become. I 'thinked' too much. I 'thinked' instead of did. I failed.
Im' just feeling really bad . Time to rebuild.
I'm beginning to lose faith in myself. Before, I was a smart kid. I got straight As all the time without any effort at all. Some even said I had "talent." Now, it's not the same. I have to struggle to get straight As. It's hard. Sometimes I slip and get lazy and when I decide to get serious again, I either don't or am too late to save myself. Im losing faith in myself. I don't think its a good thing because then I might stop trying. I was still afraid to lose that smart kid image before, but now I truly kinda feel like I wasn't meant to be that way. Trust me. I want to be. But it just isn't happening.
I know why too. I know it's because I am lazy and do zero work. I know it's because I think I am super and awesome and can pull stuff off in 1 day that usually takes other 2 weeks. I THINK, but I didn't become. I 'thinked' too much. I 'thinked' instead of did. I failed.
Im' just feeling really bad . Time to rebuild.