Epic
Senior Don Juan
Guys, I really don't know what I'm going to do. I've been depressed for a long time. I can't get a girl, I just can't act normal around them. I work almost everyday, with several 12-18 hour shifts. We have few breaks, if any, and only a couple of minutes to eat something. I smoke weed every day, if I'm not at work I'm high. Many nights I've smoked so much that I'm still high when I go to work the next day. The weed isn't cutting it anymore. Tonight I snorted cocaine. I felt alive and like everything was okay and was going to be fine. I'm coming down right now and it's so hard not to snort more. I want it so bad. I'm afraid of what's going to happen to my life. What should I do?