You can sure the company for emotional damage if you haven't been identified with schitsophrenia(spelling) formally and IF THEY DIDN'T MENTION IT ON THE WEBSITE.
Other than that, I would assume that your final goal is to be
happier, not to come back to your old life. Remember, you were miserable there too. That's why you bought hypnosis tapes.
And you are not quite right. The tapes didn't do their job actually. If you want "common" terms, the tapes gave your subconcious mind confidence, BUT they failed to condition your concious mind to accept your new state. Hence my hypothesis:
If you can change yourself to accept your new behaviour you will be very happy.
To actually think about it, you are a perfect being. You acnowledge the flaws of others, you don't really give a f1ck about rejection and peer pressure, you just do your thing.
![Smile :) :)](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
Ain't that cool?
The only broblem now is that you SHOW disrespect to others. If you could hypnotize yourself to be a more "smooth" in your social interactions, you'll be happy.
A polite confident person is infinitely attractive.
So one of the solutions to make yourself happy is hypnotize yourself into being comfortable with your confident self.
Therefore, think about affirmations, and make up some centences:
I am happy and comfortable with my confident self
I like being confident
I accept other people having flaws, but my confident self will still treat them with respect because they are people.
Etc...
Reasonable?