hey guys how u guys doing its another saturday night for sitting in my room jerking the chicken while watching a moive. I didnt really notice that i was a 20 year old virgin untill i told my friends that i was a 20 year old virgin and i never had a GF in my life. {Hell last 2 month ago i got my first number from a chick but she was pursuing me. i totaly ****ed that up with my hesitation ohh yeah and i have never been on a date before LOL its pretty bad} the thing was when i was in high school i was about 16 at the time i had a crush on this girl that i liked. its the story its long It all started at the end of my 6th period and the girl called flor was walking down the hall and i was standing next to a wall and she called out my name and i ignored her so she turns red and she keeps walking away. So i ****ing felt ****ing guilty for doing what i did so i wrote her a poem. So i gave her the poem thinking it would solve all the problem and it did. After that i started to grow feeling for her and i never did anything about it. Then after the school year ended was the time when i found my calling in life weightlifting. i ****ing love weightlifting. Come summer school i find out she is in both of my summer school classes. So im like yeah i finally got a second chance i can tell her how i feel like then a wave of reality hit me, she has a boyfriend AHH. So i go through the whole summer school with her dropping hints that i like her here and there so i knew i had to make a choice and take what i wanted. So i decided to write her another poem , my mentality was hey if it worked once it can work again. So i wrote her another poem which expressed how i felt about her and how really bad i wanted to be with her. That same day that i gave her the poem i got kicked out of the class that i was with flor because i was going to get in a fight with this one cat. As i was walking out of the classroom i gave her the poem. That same day later on i realized that I was going to have to go to class to tell her personally how i ****ing felt about her. The next day i went to class and i saw down the hallway and as soon as i saw her she said 'NO' so i said **** it and i went back home. Come the next school year there she was the same girl i ****ing liked in front of me in the same class. I go throgh the school year still liking her like i need to prove it to her i still liked her. So i got good grades my first semester then i realized that how the **** im i going to show her these good grades that i got for her if i dont even talk to her. So come the end of the school year and it turns out she is pregnant with a kid ,another major blow. NExt school year i said **** it and i started talking to girls and girls were eyeing me because i have been lifting wights. Biut i just never made a move . I never went on a date, rarely went out with friends, never had a girlfriend and i didnt even attend prom. After high school i said **** it with life and i joined the military. I enlisted in the united states marine corps as an infantryman. I have been in the service for two years . Whike in the service i rarely had time for women only the weekend because of work and even then i never approached women. Where i work at is with pure guys 24/5 so im like WTF
thats my life story that got me to this point so can anyone help me out ill appreciate very much. My brain is all jacked up and i need your guys help
thats my life story that got me to this point so can anyone help me out ill appreciate very much. My brain is all jacked up and i need your guys help
