Fighting is a waste of life, yeah it entertains you, its fun to see it and tell it but not to live it, you wont be enjoying it when your the one being punded or pounding. throughout my elementary years i was the kid who always got into fights with the older kids, people would always try to bully me, but i would never cut it as bullying i would always end it as a fight, i always had this sense of self pride inside that i wont ever take **** from no one no matter how big or hw strong or how many people. there were months where i would come home with a black eye, i was the type of kid that loved to fight, and eventually fighted with everyone, even if a fight broke out between 2 people i would jump in and join the fight. i would never bully anyone though. i fought with bullys and got my ass kicked lol thats basicly how i rolled. but one specific fight my whole life and point of view changed. one day the biggest kid in school came and started to talk **** to me, and since i always ended up in fights my parents had put me in an self defense class. anyways. i was in grade 8 and this guy was in grade 12 he was alot bigger than me. so anyways he started talking **** and i started talking **** i had a big mouth back then and we got into conflict, we were both getting fired up to wreck eachother. the guy thought he could easily take me down cuz i was 4 grades below him, btw this whole talking happened in a soccerfield while a soccer match was taking place. the guy said ill see you after the game and i told him ill see you at half time, because i was also worried that he might mistake my twin brother instead of me, so we both decided on halftime. halftime came and we got into a fight, the guy came to grap my kneck with one kick i managed to knock him down, just one kick in the face, but it was the hardest kick i had ever kicked in my life. i fell down after because my foot had gotten a bit too high lol. so i knocked him down and i left the area emmidiately. everyone was talking about . yeah it felt cool, i felt as if i was the coolest kid on the school campus, i had been in more fights than all of my grade 8 class mates in total, people would chill with me to feel safe lol. but i was an IDIOT! yep an absolute dumbass! lol because there is no ****in way that you can knock out the biggest kid in school and leave without the consequences. the next day him and his cousin gave me the worst ass beatin i had ever received in my LIFE! it was so bad that i couldnt do sports for a whole year. i used to be the starting forward now i was watching other play from the window of the school library. while i was sitting there i started to think about the whole thing, was it really worth it? now everyone feared me and saw me as agressive. it sucked whether you win a fight or not, itll leave you feelin like ****. youll scare your family and friends off. so for the first time i actually started reading out of boredem of sitting in the library most of the time, then my grades started to go up lol. i was failed grade 8 but then in grade nine i started to improve, then i made apromise to myself dont fight, avoid it, its not worth it, even if you know you can rip the guy apart avoid it. just let it go and keep it peace. so i started going the opposite direction i started making more friends, and i also realised that during that halftime i beat that guy up his girlfriend was watching to lol. anyways that incident changed me into a different person, but still i try to avoid fightin till the very last minute only if its my last option left. I use to be an angry kid, but that all changed now i dont like watching or hearing anything that has to do with fighting, it reminds me of my angry days back in grade 8.
only fight if you have to.
1- to prove a point that will benefit ppl
2- self defense
3- to end a threat agianst ur life or family
PCE
