so your saying this kid gets up at 7-ish and goes to school for about 4 hours and is totally wiped? thats not a mere chemical imbalance my friend, thats a serious disorder if thats the case.
His body only secretes enough chemicals to last him 4 hours out of a roughly 16 hour day? Dont think so...You say you hardly eat and hardly sleep....a very smart decision i might add considering this is the time in your life where you should be eating and sleeping the most. Yea sure it might not have bothered you when you were a little kid, but your body needs at least 8 hours of sleep, and a good diet will help with your energy problems.
How is your diet? well balanced? do you take any vitamins? eat fast-food, cookies, or frozen dinners alot? Do you drink enough water?
Its not chemicals running out, that would mean he has a hypoactive thyroid, a serious health issue which would require immediate medical attention.
You say when you have alcohol and hear music, that makes you feel like "the man" well no ****, who ever knew that alcohol lowers you inhibitions and changes your persona?
When you here music that is pleasing to you , small amounts of chemicals are released throughout your body. Thats why when i hear "Never Scared" i want to kick some ass, when i hear "some cut" i want some ass.
Hell it could even be too much masterbation(spelling?) which leads to headaches and tiredness.
You Dont want to admit that it could be your eating or sleeping habits and the way you live that effects you. Thats what im guessing is happening to you. "He that wont be counseled cant be helped." Or is it simply, you feel intimidated by the "cool" people in your other classes?
So you want us to give you some words of inspiration so that you can hope to get through the day without feeling like a loser? ok
Its all up to you homey, nothing I or the next guy can say will change you for the rest of your life. If that were the case everyone would be a Don Juan. Instead know that the only way for you to become "less cloudy" is to bring out the sunshine