Yeah, there's some interesting posts with a lot of useful information above. I use to be in a similar situation, and I tried a lot of physical activities to get over my problems, which although it helped quite a bit, did not solve my problems.
A lot of my problems (and I'm assuming from what I have read above - yours to) were much deeper and I needed some.... mental exercise. Psychologists, although helpful, are very expensive - I recommend going to see a church pastor or someone similar (I did). Generally, they're very experienced in helping people with these types of problems/issues, and it doesn’t cost much, if at all to see em.
You might have some doubts, or motivational problems and are thinking of passing this idea up, but try it out, you've got nothing to lose. I did and it helped me tremendously. Through my own choice alone (no pressure from others - which I hate), I took things further through the church and stuff, and its helped me heaps. People are usually surprised now that they've learned about the way I got through all the crap (the one's who knew), and they didn’t expect someone like me to go that way. I just explain that 'just because I’m damn sexy, it doesn’t mean that I can’t be religious'.
Peace
A lot of my problems (and I'm assuming from what I have read above - yours to) were much deeper and I needed some.... mental exercise. Psychologists, although helpful, are very expensive - I recommend going to see a church pastor or someone similar (I did). Generally, they're very experienced in helping people with these types of problems/issues, and it doesn’t cost much, if at all to see em.
You might have some doubts, or motivational problems and are thinking of passing this idea up, but try it out, you've got nothing to lose. I did and it helped me tremendously. Through my own choice alone (no pressure from others - which I hate), I took things further through the church and stuff, and its helped me heaps. People are usually surprised now that they've learned about the way I got through all the crap (the one's who knew), and they didn’t expect someone like me to go that way. I just explain that 'just because I’m damn sexy, it doesn’t mean that I can’t be religious'.
Peace