I Hate My Home

[Gold Heart]

Anybody feel like me? I always try to get away from home, and be with people so I can get out of the house. I don't like talking to my family, or going out with them, because nobody ever talks, and if they talk, they're yelling about something I did from way back, and if they're not yelling they're hitting me.

I can't work it out, I've even tried talking to them about it and they just laughed or ignored me, even when I said it in a calm way. They wasn't born in America (obviously) and their views on a family are much different than people in here. I'm second generation.

Anybody feel like me? I can't move, I'm too young. I can't run away, that's child sh-t.

Any uplifting words? Just going out makes me feel like I'm running away from my problems and that's not what a DJ does. But understand the fact that I've already tried to work it out yet my parents are stubborn b-tches who think it's all a joke. They were the type of people who didn't say "If someone pressures you, walk away" it was more like "If someone pressures you, bash their heads in."

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[Julian]

Damn i dunno man. How old are you? I remember when i was like 12-16 i always wanted to be out the house, i didnt get along with my folks etc etc. however, nowadays im almost 18 and things are good. Put it this way, you have no choice but to stay there till your 18, so you might as well make the best of it and keep it positive.

 

[DirkPitt]

I hear ya loud and clear man. I"m Chinese American. 2nd Generation. Parents both from China. Their family values are very contrasted with what's going on in the US.

I'm 17 so i can drive. I'm only allowed to spend the night away from home once a week so that puts a damper on my party life. I try to go out every night during the summer and every night during the weekends now that school has started.

Just live with it. Lie to them if you have to. I do that so much nowadays. I just have to be out of the house because I can't stand being around most of them. Good luck to you man.

 

[Gold Heart]

Originally posted by DirkPitt

Just live with it. Lie to them if you have to. I do that so much nowadays. I just have to be out of the house because I can't stand being around most of them. Good luck to you man.

They think they're doing us good by keeping us away from things like sex, taking away condoms, but then we just end up lying and doing it anyway, except now we got no condoms.

They wouldn't let me go to that party (I had a post about it) and I lied and said I was sleeping over this kid's house (who is 100% mamma's boy.) I went and I fuked. It's their fault that they don't know what goes on in my life because of their ignorance to understand my views.

 

[DirkPitt]

Yah. I don't remember reading your post but it sounds like deja-vu to me. We do what we have to, to survive HighSchool. There's no way in hell i'm ending up like some asian americans I know. Whats the point of going to MIT if u've never seen MUFF?

 

[Oxide]

man i hear u. once u get to the point where u are almost moving to college, they get even harder on you. i have fights with my parents EVERY SINGLE DAY. they just cant get off my ass about stupid ****, i think my dad is a energy vampire who just sucks life out of people through this ****. lately i have been just walking away and it gets him even more pissed. ****ing a.