For weeks i've studied hard, and decided to practice my game in college things went well, this took to the streets and my confidence skyrocketed for 3 months, then i took a job which i absolutely hated well the first month i guess my confidence remained, but then 2 months later (which is currently) my confidence vanished (because my routine continued for 3 months and hardly no social interactions i guess ****ed me up badly) and i'm now having negative inner thoughts, I KNOW IF I START HAVING POSITIVE THOUGHTS my game will skyrocket.
I don't know what to do to stop this negative thought, i guess once i get another practice target my confidence will skyrocket again but that isn't the point with my current confidence this won't happen. How do i come out my shell again? I've lost the game c&f practices etc...
I'm trying to study again, but feels like i've burned out.
What steps should a novice guy like me follow, i've had a quick read over the 8 week program, and that look's challenging but i don't want to practice myself anyone else want to do it with me and share support?
The more ****ed up thing was, when i was with two girls and my best friend, i had more game than him but now his getting all the intention, i shyed away i knew it was inside my brain waiting to explode but couldn't make it come out >_< because lost the game. I read somewhere here that if a new dj starts feeling great and gets carried away with it he will suffer depression long term, that's EXACTLY RIGHT!
I don't know what to do to stop this negative thought, i guess once i get another practice target my confidence will skyrocket again but that isn't the point with my current confidence this won't happen. How do i come out my shell again? I've lost the game c&f practices etc...
I'm trying to study again, but feels like i've burned out.
What steps should a novice guy like me follow, i've had a quick read over the 8 week program, and that look's challenging but i don't want to practice myself anyone else want to do it with me and share support?
The more ****ed up thing was, when i was with two girls and my best friend, i had more game than him but now his getting all the intention, i shyed away i knew it was inside my brain waiting to explode but couldn't make it come out >_< because lost the game. I read somewhere here that if a new dj starts feeling great and gets carried away with it he will suffer depression long term, that's EXACTLY RIGHT!