I feel you mate. Think of it this way, you've reached the lowest point you'll be and the only way is up. I found the best thing to start with was developing a routine. At the basis:
-start working out - cardio if you don't have money which leads to...
-get a job so you have the money for the above and to do things
-thirdly find a passion: a sport, an art etc - something that will define you differently from another person.
This is just the start and from here, you can build your life back up my friend and also read the bible. In finding yourself, woman will find you.
-start working out - cardio if you don't have money which leads to...
-get a job so you have the money for the above and to do things
-thirdly find a passion: a sport, an art etc - something that will define you differently from another person.
This is just the start and from here, you can build your life back up my friend and also read the bible. In finding yourself, woman will find you.