How do you like all the extra sex on the side? You sound like a busy guy sneaking and hiding all these chicks from your girlfriend. You must be a pro at hiding them. You should post some of your tips. Just think, if you dumped your girlfriend tomorrow, you wouldn't have to sneak around anymore, and you could reach your full potential meeting lots of other chicks and maybe even meet one that you are in love with.
Why are you still confused after a year? The answer seems obvious to me, and I only read a few of your posts. You're confusion won't go away, it will stay with you each day until you dump your girlfriend. This relationship is a joke, and you keep dragging it on everyday, and now you have to make excuses about marriage to her. Why? Just dump her and be done with it. Don't just get married to get married because YOU know you don't want to marry her. So why postpone it each day and make yourself more confused and miserable?
Let's face it, you're just keeping this girlfriend around for a security blanket. You aren't really in to this chick except that you are comfortable with for the sex. You go out and meet these other chicks, you hook up with them, but you are afraid to let this one go because you know the other chicks probably aren't going to work out, and you're afraid to be alone. So you hang on to this one just to say you have somebody, when you're not really that happy with her. Why do that? Let her go and find someone you really love, and let her find someone that respects her and loves her back. Hanging on to a half-assed relationship is not the way to go because you will always be trying to find someone else better. There is no shame in not having it work out, not really loving someone, trying to find someone better, but its stupid hanging on to something that will never work and something you will always regret.
Just because you put a ring on her finger, say "I Do", and sign a marriage certificate, that won't change how you feel about her, and it will be even worse for you if you do. You will get bored of her very soon. Hell, you will be living with her and she will be around you all the time. How will you feel then? You will cheat again, just because you are married and have a new title, won't change you, and your impulses to cheat on her. Then you will really have to sneak around and hide your chicks on the side. You will get caught sooner or later like most guys do, she will find out, get pissed off, and will take you for half your money, and you will get stuck paying her each month. Do you really want to go through all that? Is that worth it to you? Do you want a boring crappy marriage with her? Do yourself a favor, get out while you can.
I suggest you grow a pair of balls, and tell her exactly how you feel, and let her go. Why keep dragging this thing on when you don't have to? Then you can go out and focus on you and get rid of the albatross hanging around your neck, which is your girlfriend. You can be free from her and meet some new chicks without hiding them from her and stringing her along. If you don't listen to my advice, you will be a miserable man with a lot less money in the bank, and a smaller pay check each month.
Reyaj said:
So after completing my approach journal and dating various women I finally found one worthy of an LTR with me. We have been together for about a year.
so you cheat on her? doesn't sound that worthy or like a great chick to me.
My commitment to my LTR really stopped it from going any further due to its time contraints. In other words I never put the time/effort in on the other girls necessary to go all the way.
If you dump your girlfriend like I suggest, you can put in all your effort in other girls.
but I've evolved in my PUA skills to assume the sale...
sounds like you're doing good to me, so you really don't need to hang on to this girlfriend.
I guess I am so used to sex with my girlfriend that even though she was a decent lay it wasn't as fufilling...
so you keep her for just the sex, while the side dishes aren't so hot in the sack. Doesn't sound like a fulfilling relationship to me.
Anyway since then she's been calling/texting me everyday to hang out... I've been making excuses... I am not sure if I should just cut her off or continue to have her around as a booty call
If you dump your girlfriend, you could have her or any of them you have as a booty call, and you wouldn't have to cut it off. It's better to cheat on a girlfriend than a wife, because there is no money involved when you get caught.
As far as how I feel emotionally towards myself and LTR.... honestly I feel no different.... I don't feel insanely guilty but I realize that I do prefer my LTR to just having sex with women..... The sex is going to be better with my LTR because we are used to each other.....
so you want to be miserable with her, but just have sex that you are used to having. doesn't make sense. maybe if you got a new chick and had regular sex with her it would be better. ever think of that?
Anyway I guess I am just as confused as I was prior... no more confused and no less
I don't see how you still can be confused when you don't love her or want to marry her. If you did, you already would. You don't, so you keep dragging it on and you can either be happy without her or miserable with her. Sooner or later you will have to decide when she forces you to.
Should I continue to have little flings on the side until I decide to marry or should I just stop this BS and focus 100% on my relationship?????
LOL you're going to marry a chick you don't love? Why focus on relationship that is a joke? Dump her and be done with it because you are always going to cheat on her. Just because you are married, won't make you stop, you've been cheating on her for over a year..why stop now? Dump her before you get stuck in a lousy marriage you will totally regret until you get divorced. Get out while you are free.
Reyaj said:
Its like when i don't see my girlfriend for a while I like it... but if we are together for consecutive days I get bored...
don't you think you will be even more bored when you get stuck seeing her face everyday when you're married? you will be trapped in a lousy marriage...think about it.
I don't see my girlfriend as a dumb ass either... believe me I hide this very well... I work extra hard to make sure this is on the Down Low.....
If you dumped her, you wouldn't have to hide anything. You would be free and have less stress...think about it.
but I do agree when I do make the commitment at least to myself the cheating should stop.... some days I feel that way and other days I feel the opposite.
LOL a wedding ring won't change it dude. you are confused and unsure. dumping her is the smartest thing you can do...think about it.
Over a year later.... Still have the same dilemma. However now I am getting heavy pressure to marry or else she is going to move on
still confused are we even after a year? her clock is ticking and you should be dumping right about now. or you will regret this for the rest of your life. grow some balls and dump her before you wind up miserable and poor. Meet a chick who you really love, not just for the sex, and you will be a happy man.