foomee
Senior Don Juan
the past two weeks i've been talking to my ex, and i've come to realize that we're never going to get back together and a lot of the times on weekends when she calls, she just wants to use me and get drunk. it's pissing me off, and interfering with my school work. thursday night she was sick and she called me and i went to her dorm and sat with her for like an hour waiting till she felt better. and then she mentions she texted this guy jokingly saying to come over and sleep with her so he can get sick too. after that i was so pissed off, i had a test the next day, instead of studying i got drunk. last night i got drunk, then at around 1:30 or so, she calls me saying she wants to come up to my dorm and drink. we're still heading back from in-n-out by then.. (drunk driving). and so around 1:50 i have my friend call her and to see if she wants to come up, but no, she's with her friend watching finding nemo. now her friend is a guy, who's been trying to get with her since high school (she's a sophomore in college), but she always thought he was creepy. well apparently he's no longer creepy cos he probably spent the night in her room last night. so last night i found out that the guy was over, and as soon as i get back to my dorm i down 4 shots and end up passing out. i had like 3 different dreams of her and that guy last night, and one of them i had hope that we were getting back together.
so i've come to realize that it's never gonna happen, and i just can't handle knowing she's screwing other guys. i don't mind being her friend, but for the time being i'm gonna tell her that i can't deal with this, and i don't want to see or talk to her for a few months, or at least till i'm over her (ie. find another girl).
what's the best way to deal with stuff like this?
so i've come to realize that it's never gonna happen, and i just can't handle knowing she's screwing other guys. i don't mind being her friend, but for the time being i'm gonna tell her that i can't deal with this, and i don't want to see or talk to her for a few months, or at least till i'm over her (ie. find another girl).
what's the best way to deal with stuff like this?