backbreaker
Master Don Juan
wow.
I don't even know where to begin.
Alot like Tony Soprano, I have a screwed up family, but I try to patch work it all together for the sake of my son and my sister. It did not take me getting shot by my uncle to realize that that is not going to work anymore.
A little background: My mom is a religious nutt. big time. The older I have gotten the more coo coo for cocoa puffs she has gotten. I dealt with it when i was young and lived with her, I did not have a choice. But once i moved out i made my own decisions. I don't believe in god. I'm not militant or anything like that, I'm just not religious.
anyway, it all started going downhill when I was 19. She found out. My company was going, t the time when I first started my first company, some very hard financial times and I needed to move back in for some relief. normal entrapernuer things. She told me no, that unless I would accept god again that i was not allowed in the house. So i lived in a car. I never forgot that. We patched things up, i would be civil and she is my mother, but we would play this game, we don't talk, then we do talk, i come visit, she tries to get me to go to church, i don't, we don't talk.
That's nice and all but i have a 9 year old sister. I have spoken about her before. I don't like her diet habits and even more I don't like the extreme religion she's being raised around. As a guy I know just how attractive that is to another guy. not very. I don't see much good coming out of it. But that's not my place, she is my sister and i would like for her to keep in touch.
Anyway, my son can half talk now and I call my sister up to let her speak to her nephew, she likes to talk to him. so I call her cell phone, she has her own, and my mother picks up the phone, I'm like okay put my sister on the phone. She asks me have I accepted god, and I say no.. she says than until I do, dont' call back. ever.
My mom could burn in hell with gasoline underwear on and I would not sheed a tear.. she has done more harm tahn good to me and alot of issues I had with women are becuase of her, and my life was alot tougher becuase of her, me having to unlearn alot of thigns I was brought up to believe. But my sister. damn that's a low blow.
Even then, I don't get irrate, I don't cruse, I don't get mad, dont' rise my voice, I chuckle and tell her well i respect her decision and i hope she changes her mind and hang up the phone.
Now, my mother turns into basically an EX i just nexted, and she blows up my phone like 5 times yesterday morning, all which i ignored. i'm done. It's very sad my sister is caught in the cross-hairs, but I am not going back into that ****. I moved to California for a reason.
Anyway, my dad and i have a pretty decent relationship. we dont' talk often but when we do it's about something. so when he calls i knew somehting was up. So i pick up the phone and he asks me why i am cursing out my mother. I'm like look dad.. i'm not 10 anymore and you aren't going to call me accusing me of things like that without asking my side of the story. you know me better than that and moreso you know my mother better than that. Anyway, long story short, my mom had called my dad and told him,l to get him "on her side" that i had cursed her out and was yelling at her.
My dad and I dont' talk.. this is what pisses me about aobut my dad, a totally different situation. he doesn't bother to try to keep up with his son (me), then when he calls, tries to give me advice on how to live my life. He tells me "ever since you started doing drugs you have went down hill" i'm like dad that was ****ing 4 years ago! i have a ****ing 5 year anniversary coming up". Here a man, who has tried to fvck 2 of his son's girlfriends, one his fiancee, telling his son he is going downhill.
And i'm not one to pass judgement, lord knows i'm not perfect. But i dont' call anyone and dish out random ass advice. when he needed a place to stay becuase of the things he did to his wife and she kicked him out i didn't say two words, i cleared out the extra room and gave it to him. all i've dnoe is be a good son, to both of them and get ****ted on and pissed on becuase of it.
wow. glad i got that off my chest.
they can both go to hell for all i care, wont' be visiting arkansas any time soon and I don't care how wrong i am for saying it.
I don't even know where to begin.
Alot like Tony Soprano, I have a screwed up family, but I try to patch work it all together for the sake of my son and my sister. It did not take me getting shot by my uncle to realize that that is not going to work anymore.
A little background: My mom is a religious nutt. big time. The older I have gotten the more coo coo for cocoa puffs she has gotten. I dealt with it when i was young and lived with her, I did not have a choice. But once i moved out i made my own decisions. I don't believe in god. I'm not militant or anything like that, I'm just not religious.
anyway, it all started going downhill when I was 19. She found out. My company was going, t the time when I first started my first company, some very hard financial times and I needed to move back in for some relief. normal entrapernuer things. She told me no, that unless I would accept god again that i was not allowed in the house. So i lived in a car. I never forgot that. We patched things up, i would be civil and she is my mother, but we would play this game, we don't talk, then we do talk, i come visit, she tries to get me to go to church, i don't, we don't talk.
That's nice and all but i have a 9 year old sister. I have spoken about her before. I don't like her diet habits and even more I don't like the extreme religion she's being raised around. As a guy I know just how attractive that is to another guy. not very. I don't see much good coming out of it. But that's not my place, she is my sister and i would like for her to keep in touch.
Anyway, my son can half talk now and I call my sister up to let her speak to her nephew, she likes to talk to him. so I call her cell phone, she has her own, and my mother picks up the phone, I'm like okay put my sister on the phone. She asks me have I accepted god, and I say no.. she says than until I do, dont' call back. ever.
My mom could burn in hell with gasoline underwear on and I would not sheed a tear.. she has done more harm tahn good to me and alot of issues I had with women are becuase of her, and my life was alot tougher becuase of her, me having to unlearn alot of thigns I was brought up to believe. But my sister. damn that's a low blow.
Even then, I don't get irrate, I don't cruse, I don't get mad, dont' rise my voice, I chuckle and tell her well i respect her decision and i hope she changes her mind and hang up the phone.
Now, my mother turns into basically an EX i just nexted, and she blows up my phone like 5 times yesterday morning, all which i ignored. i'm done. It's very sad my sister is caught in the cross-hairs, but I am not going back into that ****. I moved to California for a reason.
Anyway, my dad and i have a pretty decent relationship. we dont' talk often but when we do it's about something. so when he calls i knew somehting was up. So i pick up the phone and he asks me why i am cursing out my mother. I'm like look dad.. i'm not 10 anymore and you aren't going to call me accusing me of things like that without asking my side of the story. you know me better than that and moreso you know my mother better than that. Anyway, long story short, my mom had called my dad and told him,l to get him "on her side" that i had cursed her out and was yelling at her.
My dad and I dont' talk.. this is what pisses me about aobut my dad, a totally different situation. he doesn't bother to try to keep up with his son (me), then when he calls, tries to give me advice on how to live my life. He tells me "ever since you started doing drugs you have went down hill" i'm like dad that was ****ing 4 years ago! i have a ****ing 5 year anniversary coming up". Here a man, who has tried to fvck 2 of his son's girlfriends, one his fiancee, telling his son he is going downhill.
And i'm not one to pass judgement, lord knows i'm not perfect. But i dont' call anyone and dish out random ass advice. when he needed a place to stay becuase of the things he did to his wife and she kicked him out i didn't say two words, i cleared out the extra room and gave it to him. all i've dnoe is be a good son, to both of them and get ****ted on and pissed on becuase of it.
wow. glad i got that off my chest.
they can both go to hell for all i care, wont' be visiting arkansas any time soon and I don't care how wrong i am for saying it.
