Ok well I’m not sure if this post should be here or the anything else forum, but anyways, I’m having a huge procrastination problem (when you keep putting off things to a later time) and this is seriously screwing up my life with chicks and more importantly school.
Well for school I've pretty much wasted a whole semester and it seems like I’m going to fail 2 of my 3 classes because for one of them I delayed my essay so much that I lost 40% percent on a 30% essay, so I basically have to get almost perfect to pass that class. Then for the other class I didn't hand in his 100 mark essay which could screw me in the class and get me a fail, oh it gets even better yesterday I found out that I mixed up my lab exam times by 2 hours (for bio) and by doing that I missed it and there's no way I can reschedule it till next ****** semester even though they had empty spots for other times, but I guess that's what I get for not double checking the time. Even for tests I procrastinate like I seriously just wait till I got 2-3 hours before the class do all my studying because I keep procrastinating.
For chicks it's not as bad, but it's like every time I get an opportunity to get a number or something I just delay it and tell myself I’ll just ask for her number later or something which never happens. It's not that I’m scared to talk to chicks in class I just put it off till it’s either to late to do it or I can come up with some type of excuse to tell myself not to do it..
Also another thing is I’ve been stuck as a nice guy for a while now and I’ve been wanting to change that and become a “man” but I seriously can't and it's really starting to bother me, I feel like how can I be a man if all I know is how to be the nice guy that I’ve been for so long and I know we got posts on this subject form people like pook on the secret of the jerk and stuff but it’s just about taking control of everything which I can’t do as the guy that I am now. I feel that I’m holding my self back in so many ways by being the nice guy that I am when it comes to things because I’m afraid to offend people or that someone might get mad at me or something stupid like that, so I just keep quiet, instead of speaking my mind. An example of this is when I let people borrow my things like movies or games I’m afraid to say no or to ask for them back since they haven't seen it yet or played it and they just keep holding on to them, so I just think to myself why the **** did you borrow my things if you weren't planning on using them. So I figure I need to stop being a nice guy and just become a big jerk to everyone over the next year so I can just stop caring so much about stupid things because everyone expects the jerk to be a jerk.
I know this was a long *** rant, but I needed to get this off my chest. So anyone got any ideas on how to get over my huge procrastinating problem or anything you want to comment on the whole becoming a jerk thing.
Well for school I've pretty much wasted a whole semester and it seems like I’m going to fail 2 of my 3 classes because for one of them I delayed my essay so much that I lost 40% percent on a 30% essay, so I basically have to get almost perfect to pass that class. Then for the other class I didn't hand in his 100 mark essay which could screw me in the class and get me a fail, oh it gets even better yesterday I found out that I mixed up my lab exam times by 2 hours (for bio) and by doing that I missed it and there's no way I can reschedule it till next ****** semester even though they had empty spots for other times, but I guess that's what I get for not double checking the time. Even for tests I procrastinate like I seriously just wait till I got 2-3 hours before the class do all my studying because I keep procrastinating.
For chicks it's not as bad, but it's like every time I get an opportunity to get a number or something I just delay it and tell myself I’ll just ask for her number later or something which never happens. It's not that I’m scared to talk to chicks in class I just put it off till it’s either to late to do it or I can come up with some type of excuse to tell myself not to do it..
Also another thing is I’ve been stuck as a nice guy for a while now and I’ve been wanting to change that and become a “man” but I seriously can't and it's really starting to bother me, I feel like how can I be a man if all I know is how to be the nice guy that I’ve been for so long and I know we got posts on this subject form people like pook on the secret of the jerk and stuff but it’s just about taking control of everything which I can’t do as the guy that I am now. I feel that I’m holding my self back in so many ways by being the nice guy that I am when it comes to things because I’m afraid to offend people or that someone might get mad at me or something stupid like that, so I just keep quiet, instead of speaking my mind. An example of this is when I let people borrow my things like movies or games I’m afraid to say no or to ask for them back since they haven't seen it yet or played it and they just keep holding on to them, so I just think to myself why the **** did you borrow my things if you weren't planning on using them. So I figure I need to stop being a nice guy and just become a big jerk to everyone over the next year so I can just stop caring so much about stupid things because everyone expects the jerk to be a jerk.
I know this was a long *** rant, but I needed to get this off my chest. So anyone got any ideas on how to get over my huge procrastinating problem or anything you want to comment on the whole becoming a jerk thing.