How would a relationship with a woman make you unhappy? How would a relationship make you unhappy in itself? And why the aversion to them unless you believe you have no control by being in a relationship? If so you never had true control as your control is only as good as not being in a relationship and your power is determined by avoiding loss of control and power by being in a relationship fearing the loss of everything being in one.
Strength in avoidance? Lol
Strength in avoidance? Lol