Letting go of someone you love is hard.. sorry to be a pain in the ass guys... but YOU ARE RIGHT
I need to let this one go.. the last 2 years have been a roller coaster ride with her..
There is no chance of us living together again.. i deserve more out of life than this..
Next week i am starting a course, to train as a door man in bars clubs etc.. perfect place to make new friends to socialise, and hey meet lots of new woman
This is a positive step i am taking.. i also need to work on myself and not let woman get me angry, even when they disrespect me.. i will just walk away.
Thanks for your help.. will do my best to find a better girl and improve myself.