So long story short is that I have a girlfriend of about 5 months(plus 3 months dating) Well since we are in college, we happened to run into an ex or two she had at some of the bars. Well that plus the fact that a few conversations we had began revealing how many partners she may have had, has lead to me thinking the worst about what her life may have been like before. I decided to ask her to tell me the entire truth about her past, including her sexual numbers/experience. Well when she met me she was 19, almost 20, and it turns out she has slept with 9 guys including me, and hooked with several more in addition. A good amount of those were at least temporary boyfriends. So it could be a lot worse, but it could be a lot better.
The problem is that even though I don't know these guys personally, her inability to not show emotion when it comes to being in situations/bars where these guys might be is driving me crazy with jealously/hatred over her past. It makes me sick to my stomach to think of her with this many different guys especially since when one of them may or may not be in vicinity she always shows how uncomfortably she is, which makes me uncomfortable. Plus the fact that it some how comes up in conversation if I do something similar to any of those people that she has dated. I have had extended conversations with her on the subject but it simply comes down to, how do I justify/deal with the number of guys she has been with, and how do I move on.
The problem is that even though I don't know these guys personally, her inability to not show emotion when it comes to being in situations/bars where these guys might be is driving me crazy with jealously/hatred over her past. It makes me sick to my stomach to think of her with this many different guys especially since when one of them may or may not be in vicinity she always shows how uncomfortably she is, which makes me uncomfortable. Plus the fact that it some how comes up in conversation if I do something similar to any of those people that she has dated. I have had extended conversations with her on the subject but it simply comes down to, how do I justify/deal with the number of guys she has been with, and how do I move on.