Alright. Story time.
It all started last June, when I was competing at a classical guitar competition. There I met someone who I think is as close to 'the perfect one' as possible. Sounds really corny and cliche, and I know I've said it before, but I've totally never in my life experienced someone as amazing as her. She's a year younger than me, she's very genuine and kind, she's SUPER hot, and she plays classical guitar - what more could a guy like me ask for right? I could tell right away she took an interest in me too, her body language was very easy to read
We hung out together backstage at the finale concert on the last night and we chatted away and all that. The only downside is that she lives in a city 3.5 hours away from me, so seeing each other is something that we don't get to do that often.
Anyways, we exchanged email addresses and for the past 5 months have been busy emailing each other. More and more, though, she's grown to like me. She's always telling me how great I am, or how good looking I am, or how cute I am and such, and I reciprocated that. We sort of nurtured a love for each other through email. Sounds cheesy but true.
Last Wednesday, she tells me she's coming to my city for a concert she's playing in. Long story short, she comes over to my house. We basically just hung out and chilled, played some guitar together, and cuddled and all that stuff. Good news is that she confirmed that she totally likes me. I love her too. But the time came for her to leave, and ever since I've sort of been in a daze with my head in the clouds, and I've felt kind of lost without her. How do I shake this? We're still in touch and all, but I just feel really lonely for her, and the fact that she lives away from me makes it that much harder to get through.
The good news is that she's coming up again in a month to a relative's place just outside of my town, so I'm hoping we can meet up again. Until then, what can I do to keep myself out of the blue? Any suggestions/insight/hints/comments would feel really good right now. Thanks guys.
It all started last June, when I was competing at a classical guitar competition. There I met someone who I think is as close to 'the perfect one' as possible. Sounds really corny and cliche, and I know I've said it before, but I've totally never in my life experienced someone as amazing as her. She's a year younger than me, she's very genuine and kind, she's SUPER hot, and she plays classical guitar - what more could a guy like me ask for right? I could tell right away she took an interest in me too, her body language was very easy to read
We hung out together backstage at the finale concert on the last night and we chatted away and all that. The only downside is that she lives in a city 3.5 hours away from me, so seeing each other is something that we don't get to do that often.Anyways, we exchanged email addresses and for the past 5 months have been busy emailing each other. More and more, though, she's grown to like me. She's always telling me how great I am, or how good looking I am, or how cute I am and such, and I reciprocated that. We sort of nurtured a love for each other through email. Sounds cheesy but true.
Last Wednesday, she tells me she's coming to my city for a concert she's playing in. Long story short, she comes over to my house. We basically just hung out and chilled, played some guitar together, and cuddled and all that stuff. Good news is that she confirmed that she totally likes me. I love her too. But the time came for her to leave, and ever since I've sort of been in a daze with my head in the clouds, and I've felt kind of lost without her. How do I shake this? We're still in touch and all, but I just feel really lonely for her, and the fact that she lives away from me makes it that much harder to get through.
The good news is that she's coming up again in a month to a relative's place just outside of my town, so I'm hoping we can meet up again. Until then, what can I do to keep myself out of the blue? Any suggestions/insight/hints/comments would feel really good right now. Thanks guys.
