I have no idea how things got this way but here it is: I hate myself. It freaking sucks! U feel like crap most of the day, and it makes u feel mentally drained and tired. I feel that I'm not good enough and as a result never allow myself to go after the girls i want. For about 2 years now I've been working hard to fix the things about myself that i hate so much. My appearance particularly gets me down. I think damn, why would a girl want to be with me. To beat that...I've been working out and has helped. It has made me feel more worthy but it is not enough and progress is pretty slow. I fear that I'll never get to where i want (feel satisfied in myself and like myself such that i can get wit a girl) and will be single for a long time. The thing is, I am in NEED of a woman's love and touch right now. Laugh if u must, but thats what i crave the most. And its more than jus getting laid. I will do absolutely anything to get this (or maybe I’m not quite at that point yet!!).
I'm starting to wonder if I'll ever feel happy and content with myself and in a place where i can go "damn Spam, you're a cool f'n guy, think i'll go get myself a girlfriend. and about damn time to man wat the fk took u so long". Can anyone relate to this? or Offer any advice?
Spam.
I'm starting to wonder if I'll ever feel happy and content with myself and in a place where i can go "damn Spam, you're a cool f'n guy, think i'll go get myself a girlfriend. and about damn time to man wat the fk took u so long". Can anyone relate to this? or Offer any advice?
Spam.